Tuesday, November 30, 2010
found this on someone's tumblr. think it applies.
If you’re going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you’re falling in love with. You’re falling in love with my insecurities and my obsession with trying to figure out what people think of me. You’re falling in love with my maturity, my immaturity, and my need to feel loved and appreciated. My sometimes overactive tear ducts and my tendency to be too clingy, or too independent. You’re falling in love with troubled past, my hopes, my dreams and my aspirations. In falling in love with me? You’re falling in love with my imperfections, my self hate and my perception that no one could ever love me and that I could never love anyone like the first.
sometimes its hard to see what runs through people's mind, especially when it comes to males. so hard to tell when they are being serious or just joking. and with friends and people normally.
sometimes people they say things that they think is harmless but in truth, hurts a lot. sometimes the smallest things hurt. but then, its also the smallest things that accumulate into big problems. or, the smallest things that make you really happy and keeps you going for the whole day.
on a lighter note: WE WENT TO LUNA PARK FOR MATHS YESTERDAY! i took so many pics with my holga! ^^
was quite happy! fun day with kelly! =D
the ranger was so funny! she kept on swearing relaly loudly right next to me at polly! xD
SO MANY BOGANS! =O
AND FOR MUSIC! we are rapping our social conscience piece! =D
WE ARE SO AWESOME! ^^ me and aggy!
and today my mum got an iphone 4! == I WANTED THE IPHONE 4! MY MUM DOESNT EVEN REALLY USE HER IPHONE! she only uses it for calling and internet!
but at least i get her iphone! =D
and lately ive been really happy because of small things! =D
AND I DID SO HORRIBLY IN ALL MY YEARLIES EVENTHOUGH WE ONLY HAD 2 ! =O
o well. at least that means i wont be able to get to ruse! ^^
you know you all want me to stay! ;)
and co-ed day this friday. should i go or should i not go?
who is going from our group!?!!?!?!
im really in the mood for baking something! =D
too bad we just moved houses and so im playing a game of lost and found atm, i lose things and i also found htings again. so annoying! =='
PS: i love you.
what we could have been, 3:16 AM.
Monday, November 22, 2010
It takes time.
It takes time to understand a girl.
But if she’s really worth it,
you’d take the time to try and figure her out.
You can’t know everything about a girl in a matter of days.
It takes time.
Phone calls, fights, dates, and every minute you’re with her,
you begin to know more and more about her.
It takes time to know a girl well.
Not fully, but well.
If she really mattered to you..
You’d take the time.
what we could have been, 3:42 AM.
Friday, November 5, 2010
You confuse me so much!
i like this pic! ^^ its so coooooooool! =D
I don't know how i feel, though i think i do.
but, i dont know whether you feel the same.
but its so confusing to understand you.
i dont know whether you are being serious or not!
its so confusing that it hurts!
and i dont think you realise, but the things you say do make an impact on me.
i just dont show it.
are you worth the risk?
and would be strong enough to face the consequences for it?
i dont know why. but the smallest things seem to effect me tonight! =(
even the things that ive gotten over, the things that had once hurt me a lot and now longer matter to me, all seem to rushing back to me all over again.
=(
i like this pic! ^^ its so coooooooool! =D
what we could have been, 5:23 AM.
