Saturday, August 28, 2010
“Most people, whether they want to admit it or not, put on a fake smile or fake persona for all to see, hiding their true feelings and emotions.”
what we could have been, 9:06 PM.
Friday, August 27, 2010
No one is afraid of heights. They’re afraid of the fall.
No one is afraid to play. They’re afraid to lose.
No one is afraid of the dark. They’re afraid of what’s in it.
No one is afraid of the words “I love you”. They’re afraid of the response.
No one is afraid to play. They’re afraid to lose.
No one is afraid of the dark. They’re afraid of what’s in it.
No one is afraid of the words “I love you”. They’re afraid of the response.
what we could have been, 6:46 AM.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
AGNES! The shoe dedication i said i would do. We were in like some bludge subject once and so i was showing Agnes shoes that i really liked and all. We came across these Christian Louboutins:
Christian Louboutin Ambertina Sandals.
From first glance, most people would say that these shoes were tacky hooker/stripper shoes. It probably would have been if they weren't from Christian Louboutin. These shoes are a fashion statement in itself. Normally, i would find something like this tacky and totally hideous but i have to say, these are amazing. Who said pink and gold bedazzled shoes won't work. Christian Louboutin has without a doubt made a pair of shoes that would normally look tacky and cheap into a work of art.
Anyone who does know me, know that i LOVE Christian Louboutin and Alexander Mcqueen.
Another pair of shoes that i love from Alexander Mcqueen.
Alexander Mcqueen Biker Jacket Zip Bootie.
I'm in love with these shoes despite the fact that they are peep toes. I generally don't like peep toes but these shoes i absolutely love. I love the way it uses a half zip, like a leather jacket and how it incorporates a bomber jacket effect. These shoes are edgy without being too overboard and completely ruining the looking. A 'logo' of Christian Louboutin, the skull as the slider on the zipper.
I LOVE ALEXANDER MCQUEEN clutches as well! Well basically anything from Alexander Mcqueen.
I don't think i have come across anything that i didn't much like or disliked that was from Alexander Mcqueen. However, i must say that his newest runway collection 'The Complications of a Swan Song' isn't really my cup of tea. Well some of it anyway. Some i totally love! Its ironic as the name of that collection is called 'The complications of a Swan song' as a swan song is usually an idiom referring to the final appearance,act or their final work or accomplishment before they die or retire. This was the collection that he was working on before he suicided. His legacy will live on, however hopefully the designs would be just as good!
=)
Labels: agnes, Alexander Mcqueen., Christian Louboutin
what we could have been, 3:53 AM.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
i like that pic. =D
Christine and me went to Agnes' place to do PD!
Christine and me went to Agnes' place to do PD!
the board game!
we watched wild child at the same time as making the board game. It looks quite good! Christine and her pretty handwriting. I don't think that our board game would be that interesting to play. Seems quite plain and typical.
When i first watched Wild Child with Patty and Fas, i started crying somewhere in the movie.
Then when i watched it yesterday, i cried in like the same spot as well and in some other part. I really liked that movie. how come no one else cries but me in that movie!!!??!?! o! and patty cried too!
We didn't actually do all that much but at least we got the board game done. Just not the question cards yet.
Wouldn't a game based on puberty be interesting? SO FUN! *sarcasm intended*
AGNES' place is coool! it has a really nice patio in the backyard. And from the dining room to the other rooms, there is this really awesome clock! so cool!
Agnes' room is so so so cuteeee!
Today:
Woke up at like 2 something this morning cos my contact in my right eye was seriously annoying me. Took it out and didn't bother putting it back in cos i was really sleepy and went back to bed. This morning, i woke up and took my other contact out and then i realised that i could see better out of one eye and kinda blurry out of the other. Not good! feels so dodgy! So now i sometimes see double of things or its kinda blurry. Quite annoying.
Lunch, went to Berala and had lunch with family and family friend. SO MUCH FOOOD! but so yummyy! PAD THAI! we actually went to Vietnamese restaurant but they had pad thai!
ONE DAY! THIS YEAR! I will go with simone to that Thai Emerald Place next to nsb and get pad thai one lunch time!
Every tuesday morning, me and Simone go down to get coffee or something to drink from one of the cafes near our school. Last week, we also went to Woolworths and got cheesecake. Very yummy! Can't wait till this week's assembly. Senior dance is performing which means time to see polly dance! =D
I generally hate tuesdays, but thats like me and Simone's day which brightens up my whole day. Small things brighten up my days. Like hugs and smiles and just people saying hi to me.
Sometimes i feel really unacknowledged esp by my friends when they clearly saw me, cos im like standing right in front of them and they dont even say hi or talk to me. Its like, DO I EXIST?!?!?!!? well that only applies to a small amount of people! =D actually barely anyone.
and i got most people presents already! LING! I PUT MUCH THOUGHT INTO YOUR PRESENT!
AND IM STILL DECIDING WHICH TO GIVE YOU! and do you fit into size 6 jeans just out of curiosity?
and i LOVE webcamming with people! stoopid jackie pan signed out before her webcam could work. Then i webcammed with ling for a bit! SO FUN! and no ling, i was not high! HEHEHEH! i feeel happy cos i made Ling laugh so many times during that really short webcam time! It was like less than 10 mins before she had to go? Feeling so accomplished atm. Havent seen Ling laugh so much in a long time. Usually she smiles at me in a sympathetic way as if i was like retarded. BUT SHE LAUGHED! =D
so happy!
heres a pic i secretly took of her when we were webcamming! ^^
cos im such an awesome person, i won't put it up on facebook if you dont want me to! I THINK ITS AN ADORABLE PHOTO!
and for all those other people out there, i don't usually printscreen my webcam convos. Just this one cos ling is so cuteee!
I LOVEEE WEBCAMMING! too bad not many people have webcams or like to webcam. =='
but it makes my day and it makes me smile!
You make me smile like a sun,
all out of bed, sing like a bird,
dizzy in my head, spin like a record,
crazy on a saturday night.
You make me dance like a fool,
forget how to breathe,
you make me smile.
yes i do realise i missed out a couple of lyrics but thats ok. i quite like the lyrics to that song.
should i do another blog post on interesting facts about me that you probably didn't know? =D
and comment if you read my blog. makes me feel loved. and motivates me to blog more! =D
GOALS:
1. To drink at least 2 litres of water everyday. I even bought a 1 litre bottle from Kathmandu to motivate myself cos usually i dont drink enough water.
2. Grow taller. 165 is not that tall! Actually i might be a tad taller than 165! BUT STILL! i want to make 170 at least.
3. EAT LESS! far out. ive gotten so much fatter. i used to have like better looking legs. And all of a sudden my legs aren't as skinny anymore! When summer comes, i'm going to eat more salad. LESS MALTEASERS! LESS ICE CREAM! LESS EVERY JUNKFOOD! i even made myself a list a couple of weeks ago saying what i was going to stop eating. Obviously i failed and didn't follow the list.
4. DO WELL AT SCHOOL! esp latin cos im falling behind! and if i dont catch up, im going to have a hard time doing both Jap and latin next yr.
5. Stop wasting so much time doing nothing.
6. Exercise more!
what we could have been, 3:32 AM.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
GAMES DAYY! ^^
fun. sorta! ^^
i was more looking forward to the fact that i could spend a whole day without class with my group and the eating of food! JESS BI BROUGHT ALOE VERA! ^^ but i only got half a cup cos i was too busy talking to bec! AND I SAW FASIKA TODAYY! miss her so much! and thank you so much for the mars bar =D
and AGNES get better!
our leaders were awesome! played for us! and ms parnaby didnt care!
jen is so cute when she plays netball. she caught the centre pass in the goal third which you aren't supposed to and then she stepped into the centre third pretending she caught it there. it was cuteeee!
and OMGSH! chubby bunny with polly! POLLY HAS A MASSIVE MOUTH! she said her record was like 37 with the normal sized marshmallows. i got up to like 19 marshmallows in my mouth, but of course i secretly ate some in my mouth when no one noticed! xD
JESS BI IS ADORABLE when she plays chubby bunny.
im officially put off marshmallows, not that i ever really liked them. I only like roasted marshmallows. We do that every winter at Frances' place cos she has a fireplace.
The sports were ok, kinda boring i guess. I don't like soccer so me and jess bi just stood near the goals and danced and sang and being retarded. =D
fun times!
OMGSH! basically my whole group loves Lucifer! ==' they are even learning the dance to it. i don't like Shinee.
What i really didn't like about games day was that it was so so so SUNNY! =='
which meant, that i had to keep on reapplying sunscreens cos i dont want a tan!
another thing, while Dinh was playing netball, me and polly and Christine were checking out DInh's legs! She has such sport legs, you can see her calf muscles! Usually i think that when you can see prominent calf muscles in a girl, its quite a turn off. BUT NOT ON DINH! shes hot! xD
and no, im not homo. =D perfectly straight. Sometimes i do think that my friends at school think im like homo or something, esp Agnes. but im not so its ok!
FOOD TECH TODAY WAS FUN! Decorated our birthday cake. We made a toadstool cake!
FIRST ONE THAT EVER WORKED!!! =DD
we spent so much time rolling out the icing and cutting the toadstool shape we didn't have much time in the end to properly decorate the bottom part of the cake. But it looked cute after.
Our cake was so small cos i cut off huge junks of it so that it looked better.
will post a pic of it. The top part of the cake, like the mushroom part with the spots was really really cute, but the trunk with the brown icing wasn't as cute.
DID YOU KNOW, THERE IS A NEW JAPANESE BAKERY INSIDE CHATSWOOD WESTFIELD! ^^ The cakes and things look really goood and yummy. However, their Creme Brulee looks kinda dodgy cos it doesn't have the caramelised sugar on the top. I should one day take a pic of the creme brulees i make. They are so so so yummmyyy! STOOPID LING AND JASSY DOESNT LIKE CREME BRULEE!
Today, going to Agnes' house to do PD. Hopefully we win netball this morning cos then we can go into semi's. We used to be undeafeated and then all off a sudden we kept on losing our half games. We suck at half games, we only win if its like a full game! =D
and next 3 blog posts are my dedications to Agnes, Jackie, and Fasika!
and i was on Net-A-Porter, and i saw the bag i want! A Proenza Schouler PS1 bag! I like it!
I love net-a-porter, there are so many shoes i want! and i have come to realise, nearly just about any shoe from Christian Louboutin or Alexander Mcqueen i will fall in love with.
Labels: agnes, chubby bunny, dinh's legs, fasika, Jassy, Ling, polly
what we could have been, 4:44 AM.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
why am i always caught up in the middle of problems?
and they arent just minor problems, but big problems that involve either teachers or principals or parents?
we were talking about this at lunch, me, sisi and dinh. and im like a magnet for trouble.
as dinh says, i get caught in interschool dramas. =='
which isnt true. Its like the first one ive been involved with.
nothing interesting relaly happened today. just got really worried. now i owe 3 people blog dedications with shoes! xDD
and a massive shout out to FASIKA! my best friend! ^^
you should comment on my blog instead of just reading it if you want me to dedicate the shoes to you! =D
and omgsh! im not a gamer, i rarely play computer games but plants vs zombies is addictive!!!
even more than jojo's fashion show 3!
spent the whole of last period playing plants vs zombies! i love their graphics, i think its cute!
did i mention, we got kinder surprise eggs in art last week with out mystery pack. =D
so yummy. as a kid, my parents rarely bought me those kinder surprise eggs.
and tommorow! BLUDGE DAYY!
EXCURSION AND INCURSION ALL IN ONE DAY!
so excited for games day cos then i see FASIKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! i miss her heaps that wrong minded person. If anyone wants to blame anyone for my wrong minded-ness blame her! she corrupted me!
and omgsh! yesterday we dissected a heart and kidney! SO HORRIBLE! i didn't feel like eating after! and polly was like cuttign up the inside of the kidney to further her investigation. xD
pretty horrible!
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cant stop thinking about you. ><
what we could have been, 3:50 AM.
Monday, August 9, 2010
This took me a while to type up but its ok!
heres my perfect guy! kinda similar to jassy's but still kinda my perfect guy.
so if you think you sound a bit like my perfect guy, or something similar to it, please apply within. =D (you dont need to comply with all of those things listed.)
- Hot or cute? BOTH PLEASE but if I cant have both cute then! ^^ I LOVE CUTE GUYS!! Even pretty boys! And most guys have low self esteem and they think they aren’t cute or hot but if I say you are, I genuinely mean it! I hate people who say things they don’t mean. So if I ever say you are cute or hot (guys) I mean it.
- TANKINESS =] hehhehe. U know, just throw in like a six pack and all. But if he doesn’t have a 6 pack or what not, still ok. As long as he isn’t obesely fat! I like guys that are huggable!
- Personality: He has to be really sweet and romantic, but not too sappy and not corny. Even though he’s sweet, it would be nice if he could be a little bad ass when necessary. A guy who can express his emotions and can protect me. Someone that I can talk to easily and someone that I can tell everything to. A guy that I can always rely on to be there for me through my ups and downs. UNDERSTANDING!! Hate guys that say things to make them sound cool or interesting. If I like you, I like you for the way you are and who you really are. Don’t like guys who lie. Who does?
- HE HAS TO GIVE BACK HUGS. HUGS FROM THE BACK ARE THE CUTEST LITTLE THING EVER! OMGSH! THEY ARE SO SO SO SO CUTEEEEEEEEE! Like in tv dramas, the guy is hugging the girl from behind while standing or what not! SO CUTEEEEEEE!!!!! If I guy does that to me, I WILL love him!
- Look good LOL. I’m not a shallow person, but hey, we’re creating a PERFECT guy, yea? Ngaww :)
- A little touch of fob ~ ASIAN GUYS!
Preferences:
I love halfies! I don’t know why. I just love halfies.
Korean, jap!
ASIAN!
I don’t know why, I don’t like non asian guys.
- SOMEONE WHO WOULD BE WILLING TO TAKE CAPS with me :) or photos! ^^
- Some reason, if you’re a dancer, it makes you look so much cooler 8) but this doesn’t matter that much!
- GUITARIST ! THAT WOULD BE SO COOL. AN ACOUSTIC GUITARIST ! If he sings, that’s a bonus :D OR PIANOOOOO! I LOVE guys who play piano! And I don’t even know why I do, I don’t even like piano that much.
- Brains. He can’t be like some really dumb guy. Like a dumb blonde but asian. Hopefully someone not too dumb.
- COOK. OMGSHH IF HE CAN COOK GOOD FOOD THAT LOOKS AND TASTES NOMMY, THAT’S AWESOME. But I guess most guys don’t cook, but if you can! Its an immediate bonus!
- DIMPLES! I LOVE PEOPLE/GUYS WITH DIMPLES! CUTEST THINGS EVER! DIMPLES! DIMPLES DIMPLES! I don’t care if they aren’t obvious or anything, but DIMPLES! So cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
- CANNOT LIE TO ME! And I like guys who mean what they say. Mainly because I don’t say anything I don’t mean, unless it’s a joke.
this is all i can think of for now!
what we could have been, 5:22 AM.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
HEHEHEH!
one word that sums up these pair of shoes is: HOT!
agnes said she'd read my blog if i keep on blogging about heels! ^^
and if you guys have anything you want me to talk about on my blog or anything tell me. =]
i want this to be a blog that people like? to read. so im asking you guys for what you guys want me to write about. and if you want to get to know me, go to my formspring and ask questions! =D
cos i dont really see the point of writing up about my daily life, considering there really is nothing interesting about it! maybe when im older, it would get interesting but atm its very routinal XD (not sure if thats a word but you get my meaning)
but anyways.
i can only be bothered to do one pair of shoes today.
so, shoe of the day:
Another pair of Alexander McQueens. I swear hes like my new idol? i dont have idols but you get what i mean, new obsession?
check these out!
=D
=D
one word that sums up these pair of shoes is: HOT!
they remind me of ski boots but MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE HOTTER AND SEXIER!
they scream TOUGH AND FIERCE in the SEXY way! =D
I'm seriously loving them.
Would like really nice with really skinny jeans or leggings.
THEY ARE SERIOUSLY SEXYYY!
i need to shower now! ^^
did anyone like the way i did my hair this morning?
was it ok?
looked nice?
opinions! i suck at doing my own hair! give me ideas!
what we could have been, 5:50 AM.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
1. Felluhs, asian girls LOVE taking pictures. So expect alot of photoshoots of youtwo. Don’t worry, you’ll like it
2. Asian girls are most likely to have a blog, if its a tumblr, or ablogspot(haha everyone knows tumblr is better). So if your girl is not herself, try seeing those vents· 2.5 if you did something messed up, then you better expect a thousand reblogs of her post of you being a fool, and all her ladies hating your ass.
3. Asian girls have asian parents. But don’t worry about their dad killing you, unless you are a jerk. First impressions mean EVERYTHING to them. If you can cook, then you are good to go, haha.· 3.5 when meeting your parents, asian girls are very respectful.
4. If you don’t know what XXI is, you are about to be in a painful coma. Most asian girls practically live there.
5. Asian girls love talented guys. So show us what you got.· 5.5 If you think theres nothing special about yourself, ask the girl and she’ll give you a list. Why? because shes your girl, and she knows what she is doing. If you were really uninteresting, she wouldn’t be there.
6. If you treat us differently with your friends, we’ll think you are a pussy. End of story.
7. Don’t you dare make fun of us on our periods, we will rip your eyes out, make you eat them, tear your tongue and hair and burn them, stab you multiple times, and throw you in a frozen lake so you won’t escape. (well, maybe not, but just a big warning, we will turn completely incredible hulk on you)
8. Keep your promises. Its self explanitory.
9. If you make her cry, see number 7 for some details on what her friends will do to you.
10. Act like the man in the relatinship, if you make her do everything, you can kiss her goodbye.
what we could have been, 5:38 AM.
