why i have fallen for you again?
maybe its karma.
i caused you pain back then, and now i feel the pain.
to put someone through the pain of loving someone that doesn't love you back.
is it better to have loved and be hurt from the loss of love?
or to never have loved and never be hurt because of that?

what we could have been, 6:11 AM.
will post about junior dance tommorow.
too tired to atm.
and i need to remove the makeup! ^^
what we could have been, 5:41 AM.
havent blogged in a while.i should try to blog more. =='
but i seriousy cant be bothered.
so instead of posting a blog.
i shall post a song!
ITS A VERYYY GOOD SONG!
i even got polly into it! ^^
and polly never likes my music.
the reason i love this song is because of its beautiful lyrics.I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
what we could have been, 5:25 AM.
Im missing you like crazy. i wish we never changed.
i still cry over the things that happened.
i know im crazy and stoopid but thats the way i am.
i told myself to get over it.
but i cant.
its been a while and all i can say is that i miss you.
i just miss you a lot.
not that you even care or will be reading this.
but i just wish we could turn back to the way things were before.
the simpleness of it.
the happiness of it.
the old you.
the one that i miss, the one that i loved as a friend.
but i guess things have changed and time has passed.
i dont know what i can do.
i tried.
you gave no reaction.
i just want to say.
i miss you.
i miss you a lot more than you care or know.
what we could have been, 6:31 AM.