Sunday, March 7, 2010
i dont know what really goes through my head these days. and i guess im really confused about what i feel, and the stuff that has been going on lately has just got things running through my mind and confusing me.
and half the things, i dont even see why i care so much about it and why i get all upset about it.
and the people i usually talk to about these things, i dont feel as if i want to talk to them about it as they have their own problems that are effecting them a lot as well.i just think i need time to clear my mind. =[
and im not going to talk about it on my blog cos i dont feeel any of you who read my blog want to hear about my thoughts and emotions.
so on another note.
IM SO SCREWED! i havent started my PD assignment as such!
and i tried to create a fitness program and follow it but it just doesnt work!
i dont have the time to go for runs and stuff!
this week! i must do double the stuff and actually motivate myself to the stuff.
and i have to write the reflection!
IM SO SCREWED!!
and i need to do the science timeline cos its due tommorow!
and eventhough we have swimminng carnival,we need to send it to ms foley! =[
and i havent done my school maths hw
and i still havent finished my maths hw from tutoring!
and i need goggles for tommorow cos its the swimming carnival and im not sure where mine are!
SO LING BETTER REMEMBER! XD
this is a short post cos i need to do my work!
one last thing, today i bought pocky which was $5 so expensive!
but luckily i made my dad pay for it.
cos i was like, dad, if u want a sip of my ice chocolate u buy me this pocky! XD
and i love gloria jean's ice chocolate!!
and today i bought a new desk lamp! its coool!
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you have no idea how much you have hurt me. i dont even know why it hurts but it does. i try to forget these things and move on, but it just isnt working. i guess you have hurt me so badly that i dont think i will ever recover from it. i may seem as if i dont care, but i do and i care so much that it actually hurts.
and half the things, i dont even see why i care so much about it and why i get all upset about it.
and the people i usually talk to about these things, i dont feel as if i want to talk to them about it as they have their own problems that are effecting them a lot as well.i just think i need time to clear my mind. =[
and im not going to talk about it on my blog cos i dont feeel any of you who read my blog want to hear about my thoughts and emotions.
so on another note.
IM SO SCREWED! i havent started my PD assignment as such!
and i tried to create a fitness program and follow it but it just doesnt work!
i dont have the time to go for runs and stuff!
this week! i must do double the stuff and actually motivate myself to the stuff.
and i have to write the reflection!
IM SO SCREWED!!
and i need to do the science timeline cos its due tommorow!
and eventhough we have swimminng carnival,we need to send it to ms foley! =[
and i havent done my school maths hw
and i still havent finished my maths hw from tutoring!
and i need goggles for tommorow cos its the swimming carnival and im not sure where mine are!
SO LING BETTER REMEMBER! XD
this is a short post cos i need to do my work!
one last thing, today i bought pocky which was $5 so expensive!
but luckily i made my dad pay for it.
cos i was like, dad, if u want a sip of my ice chocolate u buy me this pocky! XD
and i love gloria jean's ice chocolate!!
and today i bought a new desk lamp! its coool!
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you have no idea how much you have hurt me. i dont even know why it hurts but it does. i try to forget these things and move on, but it just isnt working. i guess you have hurt me so badly that i dont think i will ever recover from it. i may seem as if i dont care, but i do and i care so much that it actually hurts.
what we could have been, 12:06 AM.
