Tuesday, March 2, 2010
it hate it when my eyes go pouchy/ blotchy after i cry.
something else i hate is when i cry before i sleep and then my double eye lids the next day look weird. =[
very dodgy loooking. =='
anyways, i see Rui has gotten a blog! its such a cute blog!! (Y)
=]
and Hi, my sweetheart is so goooood!!
but these couple of episodes are so despressing and sad when Rainie, tells Da Lang her true feelings and explains everything to him after 3 years. and stoopid show luo wont tell her that he is actually Da lang.
and the senior guy is so ugly!!
even ling agreees!! ^^
and the senior guy really annoys me, he may be all nice and stuff to her but she has said so many times that she doesnt like him and that she still loves Da Lang but he doesnt seem to get it! ITS BEEN 10 years! get over it, she doesnt like u!
this reminds me of Jiro in It started with a kiss!
he was so annoying!
and it also reminds me of UEE in You're Beautiful!
i really wanted to slap her cos she was so annoying! but then again, that means she was a relaly good actor!
Songs that i love atm;
need you now- lady antebellum
dilemma- nelly and kelly rowland (i think)
ai mei- rainie yang
dai wo zou - rainie yang
songs by jay chou!
because of you- ne-yo
so sick- ne yo
sexy love- ne yo
when i fall- after school
because of you- after school
kiss goodbye- wang lee hom
heart beat- wang lee hom
im sorry- gummy
jewel- ayumi hamasaki
next day- seung ri
make love- big bang (english version)
fool- big bang
we belong together- big bang
forever with you- big bang
some canto songs.
i knwo that most of these songs are relaly old but i still love them. i dont know why, im listening to old songs, maybe i miss the past and how every thing was and how everything seemed so perfect last year before everything changed.
its not that change is a bad thing, cos in debating we always say how change is good but sometimes change is bad.
Like now, ever since things have changed drastically i dont feeel as if im the same person anymore. i used to be always happy and bubbly?
but now, i rarely feel happy and even if im happy, im only happy for a very short time. even the smallest things used to make me happy and i would stay happy for a long time. now, i dont know what there is to be happy about. =='
like at school, i seem happy.
but am i really genuinely happy? i dont even know. cos sometimes i do feel happy to be around my friends and sometimes i feel a tad high! (and im not on drugs XD)
but is this all real happiness or is it just a way of me covering up how i really feel?
i used to love going to schoool cos i got to see my friends and everything, but there are days where i feel as if all i want to do is to stay in bed and sleep and sleeep.
its like a challenge to drag myself of my bed, my comfort zone!
but then again, it was always a challenge to drag myself out of bed in the mornings cos i never want to wake up os early! but thats in a different sense!
anyways, enough of my emotions. =='
i found a relaly awesome jewellery blog!
dskjewelry.blogspot.com
she has awesome jewelllery and they are so pretttyyy!!
except i think they are quite expensive. =[
but i guess they are worth it cos they are so pretty?
i really want one. too bad im so pov atm. =='
AND A SHOUT OUT TO 'DBD'
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR COMMENTS BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! ^^ u seem very nice. =]
today we had our latin mythology test. and massive thanks to dinh, she was the ONLY one who said good luck to me for the test! ^^
it was quite easy and some of the questions in the test they were exactly the same as the past papers our teacher gave us. =]
i dont want to go swimming tommoroow!! its tooo cold!! should i wear my nsg hoodie instead of my jumper?
i dont want to get sick!
and yesterday night, it was so cold that i wore my hoodie to sleep!
i shouldnt have worn shorts to sleeep.
and one of my fav pjs are becoming smaller. =[
they are relaly cute. they are from mitch dowd and they have monkeys all over them and its really cute. and its colourful!
and my mum bought me a sleeping robe? those things that look like bath robes but it isnt made of towel. its so comfy and its grey and white polka dots. its perfect for when i wake up in the morning cos its cold in the mornign in epping. =[ but when i wear it i feeel sorta like an ahjumma? XD
but in the winter, i have another one which is hello kitty which is thicker and warmer. ^^
its cutee!
i need to buy big fluffy slippers! i had really cute ones in hk of pucca pucca!
now i need to look for some cute fluffy ones!! and i will only buy if its cute. XD
maybe morning glory has some?
if anyone sees some please tell me! =]
in science yesterday, we were learning about organisms and cells which we should have started on but we hadnt done it in yr 7 cos mr donald didnt teach it to us.
and Ms foley got us to brainstorm on a big piece of butchers paper what was needed for an organism to thrive.
so i wrote in the centre of the page ' ORGA SM' i left the 2 spaces so i could fill in the 'ni' after cos i dont think the teacher would have been very happy with that word.
but then, i told the teacher that we hadnt learnt about cells and organisms last year. This is exactly what i said: " umm. Miss Foley, we didnt learn about cells and orgasms last year!'
thank gosh she didnt hear me!
i was meaning to say organism. which i did say right in the end.
polly and dinh then started calling me a douche. =='
HOW am i douche for something wrong by accident? =='
which reminds me of last year, when the teacher was kinda teaching us about organisms in ecology and i asked what was the difference between an organism and an orgasm. =='
i was innocent!! i didnt know! im pretty sure thats what i said cos thats what dinh said i said. =='
i was so innocent. *sigh*
and i really want Ms Hardy as my PDHPE teacher!
SHE WAS SO AWESOME!
and so was ms murphy and ms coen!!
tooo cooooool! ^^
anyways. this is all i can be bothered to write for tonight.
its actually quite a long post i think. =='
i rarely write this much!
anyways.
nite nite.
sweet dreams eveyrone!
i love youu! =]
something else i hate is when i cry before i sleep and then my double eye lids the next day look weird. =[
very dodgy loooking. =='
anyways, i see Rui has gotten a blog! its such a cute blog!! (Y)
=]
and Hi, my sweetheart is so goooood!!
but these couple of episodes are so despressing and sad when Rainie, tells Da Lang her true feelings and explains everything to him after 3 years. and stoopid show luo wont tell her that he is actually Da lang.
and the senior guy is so ugly!!
even ling agreees!! ^^
and the senior guy really annoys me, he may be all nice and stuff to her but she has said so many times that she doesnt like him and that she still loves Da Lang but he doesnt seem to get it! ITS BEEN 10 years! get over it, she doesnt like u!
this reminds me of Jiro in It started with a kiss!
he was so annoying!
and it also reminds me of UEE in You're Beautiful!
i really wanted to slap her cos she was so annoying! but then again, that means she was a relaly good actor!
Songs that i love atm;
need you now- lady antebellum
dilemma- nelly and kelly rowland (i think)
ai mei- rainie yang
dai wo zou - rainie yang
songs by jay chou!
because of you- ne-yo
so sick- ne yo
sexy love- ne yo
when i fall- after school
because of you- after school
kiss goodbye- wang lee hom
heart beat- wang lee hom
im sorry- gummy
jewel- ayumi hamasaki
next day- seung ri
make love- big bang (english version)
fool- big bang
we belong together- big bang
forever with you- big bang
some canto songs.
i knwo that most of these songs are relaly old but i still love them. i dont know why, im listening to old songs, maybe i miss the past and how every thing was and how everything seemed so perfect last year before everything changed.
its not that change is a bad thing, cos in debating we always say how change is good but sometimes change is bad.
Like now, ever since things have changed drastically i dont feeel as if im the same person anymore. i used to be always happy and bubbly?
but now, i rarely feel happy and even if im happy, im only happy for a very short time. even the smallest things used to make me happy and i would stay happy for a long time. now, i dont know what there is to be happy about. =='
like at school, i seem happy.
but am i really genuinely happy? i dont even know. cos sometimes i do feel happy to be around my friends and sometimes i feel a tad high! (and im not on drugs XD)
but is this all real happiness or is it just a way of me covering up how i really feel?
i used to love going to schoool cos i got to see my friends and everything, but there are days where i feel as if all i want to do is to stay in bed and sleep and sleeep.
its like a challenge to drag myself of my bed, my comfort zone!
but then again, it was always a challenge to drag myself out of bed in the mornings cos i never want to wake up os early! but thats in a different sense!
anyways, enough of my emotions. =='
i found a relaly awesome jewellery blog!
dskjewelry.blogspot.com
she has awesome jewelllery and they are so pretttyyy!!
except i think they are quite expensive. =[
but i guess they are worth it cos they are so pretty?
i really want one. too bad im so pov atm. =='
AND A SHOUT OUT TO 'DBD'
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR COMMENTS BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! ^^ u seem very nice. =]
today we had our latin mythology test. and massive thanks to dinh, she was the ONLY one who said good luck to me for the test! ^^
it was quite easy and some of the questions in the test they were exactly the same as the past papers our teacher gave us. =]
i dont want to go swimming tommoroow!! its tooo cold!! should i wear my nsg hoodie instead of my jumper?
i dont want to get sick!
and yesterday night, it was so cold that i wore my hoodie to sleep!
i shouldnt have worn shorts to sleeep.
and one of my fav pjs are becoming smaller. =[
they are relaly cute. they are from mitch dowd and they have monkeys all over them and its really cute. and its colourful!
and my mum bought me a sleeping robe? those things that look like bath robes but it isnt made of towel. its so comfy and its grey and white polka dots. its perfect for when i wake up in the morning cos its cold in the mornign in epping. =[ but when i wear it i feeel sorta like an ahjumma? XD
but in the winter, i have another one which is hello kitty which is thicker and warmer. ^^
its cutee!
i need to buy big fluffy slippers! i had really cute ones in hk of pucca pucca!
now i need to look for some cute fluffy ones!! and i will only buy if its cute. XD
maybe morning glory has some?
if anyone sees some please tell me! =]
in science yesterday, we were learning about organisms and cells which we should have started on but we hadnt done it in yr 7 cos mr donald didnt teach it to us.
and Ms foley got us to brainstorm on a big piece of butchers paper what was needed for an organism to thrive.
so i wrote in the centre of the page ' ORGA SM' i left the 2 spaces so i could fill in the 'ni' after cos i dont think the teacher would have been very happy with that word.
but then, i told the teacher that we hadnt learnt about cells and organisms last year. This is exactly what i said: " umm. Miss Foley, we didnt learn about cells and orgasms last year!'
thank gosh she didnt hear me!
i was meaning to say organism. which i did say right in the end.
polly and dinh then started calling me a douche. =='
HOW am i douche for something wrong by accident? =='
which reminds me of last year, when the teacher was kinda teaching us about organisms in ecology and i asked what was the difference between an organism and an orgasm. =='
i was innocent!! i didnt know! im pretty sure thats what i said cos thats what dinh said i said. =='
i was so innocent. *sigh*
and i really want Ms Hardy as my PDHPE teacher!
SHE WAS SO AWESOME!
and so was ms murphy and ms coen!!
tooo cooooool! ^^
anyways. this is all i can be bothered to write for tonight.
its actually quite a long post i think. =='
i rarely write this much!
anyways.
nite nite.
sweet dreams eveyrone!
i love youu! =]
what we could have been, 3:18 AM.
