Friday, March 26, 2010
according to jess' blog, im the '#1 bludging in sydney.' (do u mean bludger?)
am i really?
do i really bludge that much in class!?
i think she said that cos we got 5/10 for jap assignment last year!
never told my parents about that result! XD
but then for the second jap assignment we got 18/20~
but, i do bludge a lot when we are in computer rooms cos i end up playing jojo's fashion show!
its so fun!!!! especially cos im doing the jap fashion runway atm! XD
and in computer rooms, i cant concentrate cos i always find other things to do!
and agnes found this good website which wasnt blocked which you can download music, korean included! XD
and i finished GOONG! the ending was so crap! i was like, is there more???
and is she really pregnant?
wish there was another season!
must start watching god of study asap!
but i must finish ko.one first!
and this holidays, i have like 6 piano lessons! 3 per wk!
stooopid piano exam!
=[
i dont like piano anymore, its too time consuming and its hard and thats cos i suck at piano!
but i would really want a pretty grand piano when im older!
that pic is pretty!! =]
looks like something out of a mv?
and i cant go to joey yung's concert on sunday cos i have to get to school on monday by 7.30 so Mr moorcroft will help me!
cos in class he wont help me cos he has to help other students.
on thursday, we had cross country!
it was fun!
cos i was walking practically the whole way with jess b and jenny and christine except she ditched us to run with lil!
and we started taking pics at random places in st leonard's park!
i really wanted to go into the kiddie's playground except i was scared the teachers would see us and then we would get busted!
and we were like the last people to finish our race! XD
but it was really fun to just walk it and do random things along the way.
we even lay on the grass to take a massive photo!
and then we/i started meditating on the park bench cos some lady was meditating on the grass. and in St leonard's park there is this tree on the big patch of grass which would make a relaly good cute romantic scene in a movie! and from that spot, you could the see!
i have a weird imagination!
and i realise soemthing else, i fall asleeep in class a lot more nowdays.
like during wide reading, dinh had to punch me in the arm a couple of times to get me to wake up!
and then i fell asleeep on the bus a lot!
and like on the morning bus, someone poked my head to wake me up!
yesterday night, i was at my cousin's place (jackie who is also my niece! and shes older than me! :O) cos it was her parent's anniversary!
and there was so much foood cos her sister and her boyfriend made all the foood!
and it was really nice!
and me and jackie started to kinda sing k in canto cos the k cds were all of canto songs!
technically it wasnt really k cos we couldnt really sing it properly cos we couldnt read all the chinese characters! XD
but it was fun!!!
and the songs we sang reminded me of myself when i was younger!
hhehehheee, twins! miriam yeung!
i wanted to play mah jong except only the adults played!
so we ended up going upstairs. her laptop was so lagggyyyyyyyyy!!!
and then we just mucked around in her room!
i always go over to jackie's place. ==
and in the holidays should i change my blog skin?
except i dont know how to!
AND if u read my blog please comment!
ESP LING!!!
and a lot of teachers live in epping!
like my latin teacher lives kinda close to me.
apparently ms lennon lives in epping.
old crappy maths teacher, ms barry did tooo!
and Miss Lee lives in meadowbank!
hehehehehheee, i feeel like such a stalker. but i not!
DORA IS A PEDOOOOOO!!!!
=]
i like photobucket!
what we could have been, 6:17 PM.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
songs that i love atm! XD
run devil run!! (this is dedicated to Christie cos she hasn't heard it yet! shes an awesome yr 7 kid! )
=]
what we could have been, 2:55 AM.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
WHY IS EVERYONE'S MSN STUFFED???!!!
i miss talking to people.
and i think there is soemthing wrong with me.
sometimes i just need to give up and try to forget things or get over some people.
and lately, ive been doing a lot of thinking which makes me realise things and confuses me at the same time and sometimes, some of the things really bug me.
the only thing that gets my mind off things is watching GOONG/Princess Hours.
ITS SO GOOOOOOOD!! and cuteeee!!
and that main guy is relaly tall and skinnyy!!
his legs are like so skinny!
and tommorow i have a trial debate.
=[
hopefully i dont stuff up!
and jacob is a really awesome person to talk to cos i was talking to him on the bus!
shayne is not worth talking to and i have to go on latin camp with him AND cameron! that retarded person! =[
thank gosh ling is coming too, or i might as well kill myself!
and i have another latin test on friday!
so many stooopid tests. =[
and now my dad decided to change the internet and home phone plan! =[
no more morning calls. =[
cos home phone plan has changed where you can only call for 10mins to mobile and then you have to pay excess! its so lameeee!
its like a mobile cap.
and honestly, 20 gb is enough internet bandwidth if me and my dad stops watching youtube videos and stop downloading cos when downloading, it uploads at the same time.
i like late night calls, and because of this new stoopid plan, i cant call!
and usually when you call a friend, you call their mobile and not their home phone.
well at least i dont call home phones cos i get really paranoid that their parents or something is gonna pick up.
and if i do call mobile, i cant talk for over 10 mins.
which is really relaly lame, cos normal people talk for over 10 mins unless they are asking for homework. which i dont do often cos there is something called msn/facebook.
and i want to change to virgin on my mobile!
OPTUS IS GAYYYY!
GAYYYYY!
virgin to virgin is freeee!
optus to optus after 8pm is free for the first 20 mins i think.
lame!
and my plan is so crappy its not funny!
i get only $15 worth of credit!
its so stooooooopiiiiiddd and not enoughhh!
and now that i cant use my home phone, how am i supposed to calll!!!!!!
especially, when i need to talk to someone!
and i need to start on the STOOOOOOOOPID html thing!
i have NO clue as to how to make a stoopid websiteeee!
its too hard!
looking at html codings make me want to sleep or watch dramas!
AND ITS DUE NEXT WK!
and we have a cell model thing to do for science and i have no idea what we have to do!
AND WE HAVENT EVEN STARTED AND I HAVE NO IDEA!
im so stuffed!
my life is stuffed!
at least i still have my phone now! ^^ so much for being confiscated! XD
but that doesnt clear away my problems!
and i jsut realised, how depressing? my poem that i wrote for eng was.
well i think its kinda depressing.
like how life jsut goes on and on but we never come to anything?
______________________________________________________________________________
you confuse me a lot!
i miss talking to people.
and i think there is soemthing wrong with me.
sometimes i just need to give up and try to forget things or get over some people.
and lately, ive been doing a lot of thinking which makes me realise things and confuses me at the same time and sometimes, some of the things really bug me.
the only thing that gets my mind off things is watching GOONG/Princess Hours.
ITS SO GOOOOOOOD!! and cuteeee!!
and that main guy is relaly tall and skinnyy!!
his legs are like so skinny!
and tommorow i have a trial debate.
=[
hopefully i dont stuff up!
and jacob is a really awesome person to talk to cos i was talking to him on the bus!
shayne is not worth talking to and i have to go on latin camp with him AND cameron! that retarded person! =[
thank gosh ling is coming too, or i might as well kill myself!
and i have another latin test on friday!
so many stooopid tests. =[
and now my dad decided to change the internet and home phone plan! =[
no more morning calls. =[
cos home phone plan has changed where you can only call for 10mins to mobile and then you have to pay excess! its so lameeee!
its like a mobile cap.
and honestly, 20 gb is enough internet bandwidth if me and my dad stops watching youtube videos and stop downloading cos when downloading, it uploads at the same time.
i like late night calls, and because of this new stoopid plan, i cant call!
and usually when you call a friend, you call their mobile and not their home phone.
well at least i dont call home phones cos i get really paranoid that their parents or something is gonna pick up.
and if i do call mobile, i cant talk for over 10 mins.
which is really relaly lame, cos normal people talk for over 10 mins unless they are asking for homework. which i dont do often cos there is something called msn/facebook.
and i want to change to virgin on my mobile!
OPTUS IS GAYYYY!
GAYYYYY!
virgin to virgin is freeee!
optus to optus after 8pm is free for the first 20 mins i think.
lame!
and my plan is so crappy its not funny!
i get only $15 worth of credit!
its so stooooooopiiiiiddd and not enoughhh!
and now that i cant use my home phone, how am i supposed to calll!!!!!!
especially, when i need to talk to someone!
and i need to start on the STOOOOOOOOPID html thing!
i have NO clue as to how to make a stoopid websiteeee!
its too hard!
looking at html codings make me want to sleep or watch dramas!
AND ITS DUE NEXT WK!
and we have a cell model thing to do for science and i have no idea what we have to do!
AND WE HAVENT EVEN STARTED AND I HAVE NO IDEA!
im so stuffed!
my life is stuffed!
at least i still have my phone now! ^^ so much for being confiscated! XD
but that doesnt clear away my problems!
and i jsut realised, how depressing? my poem that i wrote for eng was.
well i think its kinda depressing.
like how life jsut goes on and on but we never come to anything?
______________________________________________________________________________
you confuse me a lot!
what we could have been, 3:32 AM.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
PD on monday was the best lesson ever!
so funnyyy!
i shall always remember what happened!
Polly went from an ironing board to WATERMELONS! XD
well in PD, we had to act out this girl who goes into this room and then when she comes out, she has fully finished puberty!
heheheheheh so funnyy!, cos she stuck her jumper up her dresss!!!!
so shouldnt have taken a pic! but she wouldnt let us. =[
me and christine wanted her to put an orange and a nectarine up her dress instead.
but then it looked like saggy boobs! XD
and then after, christine took the orange to eat on the train.
its so weird, cos in my class, no many people are willing to talk about the changes and everything when its perfectly normal. and also we go to an all girls schoool, no guys in the class! =='
and on monday morning, me and polly was supposed to be at school by 7.30 to work on our tech work!
and she was LATE!!
she arrived at around 7.45! so i had to stand around like an idiot! =[
but cos polly was late, she bought me a hot chocolate to make up for it! =]
so that morning, basically i did nothing on my jewellery stand, cos mr moorcroft did most of it for me, cos he had to cut the wood using those machineries!
but its so coool! i love my design! XD
and i need small stars like the ones dora made me for my jar!
lately, ive been gettign tired a lot in class.
like i always feeel so sleeepy and sometimes i fall asleeep in class.
and my eyebags are getting so bad! =[
so dark! =[
i want to do another eye mask!
and we have a maths test next wk. =[
and latin has so many tests!!!!! =[
i love the song, im really hurt by t-ara except i dont relaly like the mv that much!
jaebom! XD
so funnyyy!
i shall always remember what happened!
Polly went from an ironing board to WATERMELONS! XD
well in PD, we had to act out this girl who goes into this room and then when she comes out, she has fully finished puberty!
heheheheheh so funnyy!, cos she stuck her jumper up her dresss!!!!
so shouldnt have taken a pic! but she wouldnt let us. =[
me and christine wanted her to put an orange and a nectarine up her dress instead.
but then it looked like saggy boobs! XD
and then after, christine took the orange to eat on the train.
its so weird, cos in my class, no many people are willing to talk about the changes and everything when its perfectly normal. and also we go to an all girls schoool, no guys in the class! =='
and on monday morning, me and polly was supposed to be at school by 7.30 to work on our tech work!
and she was LATE!!
she arrived at around 7.45! so i had to stand around like an idiot! =[
but cos polly was late, she bought me a hot chocolate to make up for it! =]
so that morning, basically i did nothing on my jewellery stand, cos mr moorcroft did most of it for me, cos he had to cut the wood using those machineries!
but its so coool! i love my design! XD
and i need small stars like the ones dora made me for my jar!
lately, ive been gettign tired a lot in class.
like i always feeel so sleeepy and sometimes i fall asleeep in class.
and my eyebags are getting so bad! =[
so dark! =[
i want to do another eye mask!
and we have a maths test next wk. =[
and latin has so many tests!!!!! =[
i love the song, im really hurt by t-ara except i dont relaly like the mv that much!
jaebom! XD
hehehehehehe, not much to talk about today. =='
oo, except today i had to watch a yr 11 debate, it was quite a goood debate except i got bored and i was relaly tired so i was half asleeep.
Remember to post a comment. =]
makes me feeel loveddd.
what we could have been, 2:00 AM.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
i dont remember where i saw this or heard this but, i like it!
its about a broken mirror.
When a mirror is broken, you can fix it, but you will still see the cracks in it.
i guess thats how i feel atm? iunno.
and while trying to find a pic of the broken mirror, i found another quote that i liked. " A broken heart is like a broken mirror, It's better to leave it alone that hurting yourself trying to fix it."
i like quotes that i can relate to!
or sweet quotes! ^^
not much has happened.
not much has changed.
im tired of sitting and waiting and nothing happening. it makes me wonder whether they ever cared at all.
something else im sick of is that im always the one who cares. im the only one who puts an effort into a close friendship and in the end i get nothing. Isn't it, 'you reap what you sow?'
well i honestly dont see what im getting out of all the effort i put in.
what if i dont bother anymore, would i not get hurt as much?
maybe i should just give up?
would that alleviate the pain?
why am i the only one chasing after them asking them what happened and are they ok?
is this fair?
i guess i really need to sort out what goes through my mind and what i want.
HEHEHHE!! ^^
today at church, i was trying to asian squat! i FAIL~ =='
i cant asian squat! kept on falling backwards!
and my feet seem so small! =='
and during church, me and boris were looking through adrian's phone and we were reading all his texts from susie! XD
they are so cute- " i miss you' "ilysfm' 'thinking about you'
awwwww. so cuteee!! i miss that feeeling of being loved by someone like that. =='
and both adrian and boris' phone can type korean! i love their lollipop phone!
just found another awesome korean band that i love- 4men
thank you shaz for the recommendation!
and on friday we won against the year 9 team! =]
i should really stop fouling, like last year, i was really scared of fouling and i hated getting fouls, but now i dont care as much. =='
i really need to go to chatswood sooooon!
polly and agnes owe me jap restaurant! XD
hhehehehhe! ^^
and tommorow i have to get to school by 7.30. =O
im such a good girl, waking up so early to get to school to do my tech work!
but 7.30 is really really really early!!
and polly is relaly really creative! her jewellery pieces are so gooood!!
maybe, polly can start her own business of custom made jewellery!
and polly is my mum! XD
and dinh is my dad! XD
agnes is my halmuhnee? agnes is an old woman! XD
AND I NEED DESPERATE HELP FOR MY PE ASSIGNMENT!!
i cant think of enough activities!
and i don tknow what to write for the reflection!!!!!
=[
i need to stop procrastinating and get on to it!
by tonight, i must finish planning out my pe program.
and write one reflection?
far out, i need ideas!
i need to exercise to actually be able to write a proper reflection!
and i keeep on forgetting to use my pedometer! =[
SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME TO DO MY PE STUFFFFF!!!
=='
and then we have to do the website for inno.
i dont get htmls! =[
its about a broken mirror.
When a mirror is broken, you can fix it, but you will still see the cracks in it.
i guess thats how i feel atm? iunno.
and while trying to find a pic of the broken mirror, i found another quote that i liked. " A broken heart is like a broken mirror, It's better to leave it alone that hurting yourself trying to fix it."
i like quotes that i can relate to!
or sweet quotes! ^^
not much has happened.
not much has changed.
im tired of sitting and waiting and nothing happening. it makes me wonder whether they ever cared at all.
something else im sick of is that im always the one who cares. im the only one who puts an effort into a close friendship and in the end i get nothing. Isn't it, 'you reap what you sow?'
well i honestly dont see what im getting out of all the effort i put in.
what if i dont bother anymore, would i not get hurt as much?
maybe i should just give up?
would that alleviate the pain?
why am i the only one chasing after them asking them what happened and are they ok?
is this fair?
i guess i really need to sort out what goes through my mind and what i want.
HEHEHHE!! ^^
today at church, i was trying to asian squat! i FAIL~ =='
i cant asian squat! kept on falling backwards!
and my feet seem so small! =='
and during church, me and boris were looking through adrian's phone and we were reading all his texts from susie! XD
they are so cute- " i miss you' "ilysfm' 'thinking about you'
awwwww. so cuteee!! i miss that feeeling of being loved by someone like that. =='
and both adrian and boris' phone can type korean! i love their lollipop phone!
just found another awesome korean band that i love- 4men
thank you shaz for the recommendation!
and on friday we won against the year 9 team! =]
i should really stop fouling, like last year, i was really scared of fouling and i hated getting fouls, but now i dont care as much. =='
i really need to go to chatswood sooooon!
polly and agnes owe me jap restaurant! XD
hhehehehhe! ^^
and tommorow i have to get to school by 7.30. =O
im such a good girl, waking up so early to get to school to do my tech work!
but 7.30 is really really really early!!
and polly is relaly really creative! her jewellery pieces are so gooood!!
maybe, polly can start her own business of custom made jewellery!
and polly is my mum! XD
and dinh is my dad! XD
agnes is my halmuhnee? agnes is an old woman! XD
AND I NEED DESPERATE HELP FOR MY PE ASSIGNMENT!!
i cant think of enough activities!
and i don tknow what to write for the reflection!!!!!
=[
i need to stop procrastinating and get on to it!
by tonight, i must finish planning out my pe program.
and write one reflection?
far out, i need ideas!
i need to exercise to actually be able to write a proper reflection!
and i keeep on forgetting to use my pedometer! =[
SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME TO DO MY PE STUFFFFF!!!
=='
and then we have to do the website for inno.
i dont get htmls! =[
what we could have been, 10:13 PM.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
RUB MY TUMMY FOR GOOD LUCK!! XD (only a small amount of people would get this! )
or you could rub polly's arm or leg for good luck!
works just the same! XD
yesterday at lunch was so high!!
even dinh!
and polly's kung fu skills are too pro!
me and agnes' epic mantis, snake cannnot defeat polly's pro ness.
today, in tech i did a bit of soldering to attach the chain onto the wire hoops!
I FAIL!
i suck at soldering and ended up burning a little bit of my hair on it!
must tie up hair everytime in tech!
and today at lunch, dinh and i got instant noodle soup spilt onto our shoes and socks!
=[
so we had to go to the toilet and wash out our socks!
and we dried them with the hand dryer!
heheheh! when the hair dryer blows our sock it makes it blow like a balloon and it resembled a lot like a c*****. XD (you can probably guess what that is)
in english, i fell asleep for basically the whole period on polly's legs cos they are very comfy!
and it didnt matter that i fell asleep cos it was wide reading! so sorry i made you lose feeling in your leg cos i was sleeping on top of it! just push me away next time! ^^
WE HAVE SCHOOL PHOTOS TOMMOROW! =[
and i have my art presentation!
=[
right now im trying to finish colouring all my drawings! =[
I HATE MY MATHS TEACHER!!
he made me miss the first bus today cos he made us stay in quizzing us on square numbers!
so lameee!
and he always checks homework now! =[
and hes so scary and when he asks us a question, no one understands what hes trying to ask us.
and he doesnt really let us talk either!
yesterday when i came home from school, i decided to try out one of bubbzbeauty's tutorials! =]
i can only do that on like wednesday's cos im home by myself for the whole night!
this is what it looked like in the end. =]
leave me a comment in my chat box to tell what you think. =]
i think its quite good cos its like my first experimentation!
This is the picture of my $5 pocky! was such a rip off!
but its so niceee! ^^and there were only like 24 pocky sticks in there. =[
not a lot!!
i love yooooouuuu xoxox need to get back to doing my art stuff now. =[
remember to leave a comment! ^^
i shall try to post everyday or at least once every 2-3 days!
and should i change my blogskin again?
or you could rub polly's arm or leg for good luck!
works just the same! XD
yesterday at lunch was so high!!
even dinh!
and polly's kung fu skills are too pro!
me and agnes' epic mantis, snake cannnot defeat polly's pro ness.
today, in tech i did a bit of soldering to attach the chain onto the wire hoops!
I FAIL!
i suck at soldering and ended up burning a little bit of my hair on it!
must tie up hair everytime in tech!
and today at lunch, dinh and i got instant noodle soup spilt onto our shoes and socks!
=[
so we had to go to the toilet and wash out our socks!
and we dried them with the hand dryer!
heheheh! when the hair dryer blows our sock it makes it blow like a balloon and it resembled a lot like a c*****. XD (you can probably guess what that is)
in english, i fell asleep for basically the whole period on polly's legs cos they are very comfy!
and it didnt matter that i fell asleep cos it was wide reading! so sorry i made you lose feeling in your leg cos i was sleeping on top of it! just push me away next time! ^^
WE HAVE SCHOOL PHOTOS TOMMOROW! =[
and i have my art presentation!
=[
right now im trying to finish colouring all my drawings! =[
I HATE MY MATHS TEACHER!!
he made me miss the first bus today cos he made us stay in quizzing us on square numbers!
so lameee!
and he always checks homework now! =[
and hes so scary and when he asks us a question, no one understands what hes trying to ask us.
and he doesnt really let us talk either!
yesterday when i came home from school, i decided to try out one of bubbzbeauty's tutorials! =]
i can only do that on like wednesday's cos im home by myself for the whole night!
this is what it looked like in the end. =]
leave me a comment in my chat box to tell what you think. =]
i think its quite good cos its like my first experimentation!
This is the picture of my $5 pocky! was such a rip off!
but its so niceee! ^^and there were only like 24 pocky sticks in there. =[
not a lot!!
When i finish making all my jewellery pieces i shall post a pic of them! =]
and a massive shout out to the people who do comment in my chat box! I feel very loved so THANK YOU SO MUCH!! i love you tooo !!
and the previous post was mainly in chinese so you cant read the chinese characters. =[
i shall post up another one of my fav songs. it is by janice vidal and it is the english version of a canto song called big brother also by janice. i love the lyrics to the song!
i love yooooouuuu xoxox need to get back to doing my art stuff now. =[
remember to leave a comment! ^^
i shall try to post everyday or at least once every 2-3 days!
and should i change my blogskin again?
what we could have been, 12:45 AM.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
oh baby, i love you. i love you everyday.
永遠與你一起 日後都只愛你永遠的心動每日也令我回味珍惜就像調味能維繫便銘記愛你能教我幸福一世紀Oh, Baby, I love youI'll love you every day永遠的心動每日也令我回味珍惜就像調味能維繫便銘記愛你能教我幸福一世紀感激遇到你 * -感激遇到你 (thankful for meeting you- myolie wu and bosco wong)
hehehe. i likeey that song! its stuck in my head now!
and jay chou songs are stuck in my head! ^^
永遠與你一起 日後都只愛你永遠的心動每日也令我回味珍惜就像調味能維繫便銘記愛你能教我幸福一世紀Oh, Baby, I love youI'll love you every day永遠的心動每日也令我回味珍惜就像調味能維繫便銘記愛你能教我幸福一世紀感激遇到你 * -感激遇到你 (thankful for meeting you- myolie wu and bosco wong)
hehehe. i likeey that song! its stuck in my head now!
and jay chou songs are stuck in my head! ^^
what we could have been, 4:02 AM.
YAY!!
i managed to convince DINH to go to amnesty with me!! =]
amnesty seems very worthwhile. and im not going because of bake sales or anything!
and dinh deserted me at swimming carnival!! =O
and then we couldnt stufff up the races properly!! =[
but i still went in some of the races.
I CANT SWIM STRAIGHT!!!!!! its so sad!
i was doing backstroke and then i kept on knocking into the lane ropes. =='
and i was supposed to be in relay, but i had alreayd changed out and i didnt want to get my hair wet again so i didnt bother. =='
and me and bella were taking luvos in the toilet cos they had a cool mirror there! ^^
far out, my legs look FAT next to hers! ever simone said so!
no one dares defy simone! XD
and Board came SECOND!! =[
we usually come first!
but meh!
DINH YOU BETTER BE THERE FOR ATHLETICS CARNIVAL AS YOU SAID!
and K.I.T the sheeep/ donkey is coool! its the pressie that me and dinh bought jassy! i got ripped off at mg for it! but it was all worth it cos it was for jassyy! ^^ and i swear K.I.T is a sheeeeep not a donkey!
and i love black chandeliers! so pretttyyy!
=]
i managed to convince DINH to go to amnesty with me!! =]
amnesty seems very worthwhile. and im not going because of bake sales or anything!
and dinh deserted me at swimming carnival!! =O
and then we couldnt stufff up the races properly!! =[
but i still went in some of the races.
I CANT SWIM STRAIGHT!!!!!! its so sad!
i was doing backstroke and then i kept on knocking into the lane ropes. =='
and i was supposed to be in relay, but i had alreayd changed out and i didnt want to get my hair wet again so i didnt bother. =='
and me and bella were taking luvos in the toilet cos they had a cool mirror there! ^^
far out, my legs look FAT next to hers! ever simone said so!
no one dares defy simone! XD
and Board came SECOND!! =[
we usually come first!
but meh!
DINH YOU BETTER BE THERE FOR ATHLETICS CARNIVAL AS YOU SAID!
and lately, ive been listening to a lot of jay chou on repeat! ^^ and i look up the pinyin to it too! im so weird! and ive been listening to a lot of hk songs too! ^^
and stoopid you're beautiful soundtrack wont download! =[ and ive been listening to some jap music lately! its quite good! ^^ and i found a jap version of ne yo! Shota Shimizu. hes really good, well at least i think his songs are really goood!officially addicted to Lupin by Kara and I go crazy because of you by T-ara. its so gooood!! and veyr catchy and addictive. and i like their mvs too!!
im so slow at watching Hi my sweetheart! im still up to ep 13, nearly there! one more ep to go till the end! i like the character of innocent show- lin da lang compared to the play boy show, Hsueh Hai. However, show is WAYYY hotter as a player than as lin da lang! XD
and today in assembly, the src's video for the senior dance was so gooood! except the theme bling it on is exactly the same as the hornsby and normo dance!
AND JACKIE PAN DITCHED ME ON THE BUS TODAYYY! and her cookies for me epic failed. but thank you anyway for trying to make them for me! ^^ i lovee you very much hanabochi!
OMGSH! today in maths, mr terry gave me an 'out of class' slip just so i could go toilet! i was like WOAH!!! thats a first! no teacher ever bothers! i was like, when did our school ever get 'out of class' slips. its like a permission note from the teaching saying you are allowed to go to the toilet! i was like WTH!
i LOVE science! fun fun fun!! except though todays lesson was a bit boring! =='
and today at school, they took an aerial photo of us for international women's day! pretty coool! and they sold ballons! i wanted to buy one except i didnt have money! and i still owe dinh 35cents from this morning cos of the cookies we bought! HAHAHHAHAH, dinh sucks at bargaining! not that im much better! actualy i suck just as much! we need to embrace our asianess and learn to bargain!!and K.I.T the sheeep/ donkey is coool! its the pressie that me and dinh bought jassy! i got ripped off at mg for it! but it was all worth it cos it was for jassyy! ^^ and i swear K.I.T is a sheeeeep not a donkey!
and i love black chandeliers! so pretttyyy!
=]
what we could have been, 1:15 AM.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
i dont know what really goes through my head these days. and i guess im really confused about what i feel, and the stuff that has been going on lately has just got things running through my mind and confusing me.
and half the things, i dont even see why i care so much about it and why i get all upset about it.
and the people i usually talk to about these things, i dont feel as if i want to talk to them about it as they have their own problems that are effecting them a lot as well.i just think i need time to clear my mind. =[
and im not going to talk about it on my blog cos i dont feeel any of you who read my blog want to hear about my thoughts and emotions.
so on another note.
IM SO SCREWED! i havent started my PD assignment as such!
and i tried to create a fitness program and follow it but it just doesnt work!
i dont have the time to go for runs and stuff!
this week! i must do double the stuff and actually motivate myself to the stuff.
and i have to write the reflection!
IM SO SCREWED!!
and i need to do the science timeline cos its due tommorow!
and eventhough we have swimminng carnival,we need to send it to ms foley! =[
and i havent done my school maths hw
and i still havent finished my maths hw from tutoring!
and i need goggles for tommorow cos its the swimming carnival and im not sure where mine are!
SO LING BETTER REMEMBER! XD
this is a short post cos i need to do my work!
one last thing, today i bought pocky which was $5 so expensive!
but luckily i made my dad pay for it.
cos i was like, dad, if u want a sip of my ice chocolate u buy me this pocky! XD
and i love gloria jean's ice chocolate!!
and today i bought a new desk lamp! its coool!
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you have no idea how much you have hurt me. i dont even know why it hurts but it does. i try to forget these things and move on, but it just isnt working. i guess you have hurt me so badly that i dont think i will ever recover from it. i may seem as if i dont care, but i do and i care so much that it actually hurts.
and half the things, i dont even see why i care so much about it and why i get all upset about it.
and the people i usually talk to about these things, i dont feel as if i want to talk to them about it as they have their own problems that are effecting them a lot as well.i just think i need time to clear my mind. =[
and im not going to talk about it on my blog cos i dont feeel any of you who read my blog want to hear about my thoughts and emotions.
so on another note.
IM SO SCREWED! i havent started my PD assignment as such!
and i tried to create a fitness program and follow it but it just doesnt work!
i dont have the time to go for runs and stuff!
this week! i must do double the stuff and actually motivate myself to the stuff.
and i have to write the reflection!
IM SO SCREWED!!
and i need to do the science timeline cos its due tommorow!
and eventhough we have swimminng carnival,we need to send it to ms foley! =[
and i havent done my school maths hw
and i still havent finished my maths hw from tutoring!
and i need goggles for tommorow cos its the swimming carnival and im not sure where mine are!
SO LING BETTER REMEMBER! XD
this is a short post cos i need to do my work!
one last thing, today i bought pocky which was $5 so expensive!
but luckily i made my dad pay for it.
cos i was like, dad, if u want a sip of my ice chocolate u buy me this pocky! XD
and i love gloria jean's ice chocolate!!
and today i bought a new desk lamp! its coool!
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you have no idea how much you have hurt me. i dont even know why it hurts but it does. i try to forget these things and move on, but it just isnt working. i guess you have hurt me so badly that i dont think i will ever recover from it. i may seem as if i dont care, but i do and i care so much that it actually hurts.
what we could have been, 12:06 AM.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
today i had- history, music, pe (but it was raining so we couldnt do pe), english and then latin.
nothing much happened in history today. but im starting to like history and im starting to think i dont fail at history as such and im actually ok at it. maybe its cos i listen in class now unlike last year where i rarely did the work and i didn't listen to the teacher much. And last year, we did Romans and touched a bit on medieval europe and i wasn't really that interested in roman history and the fall of rome and all that. but medieval europe was ok. and mainly i didnt do that work cos i was annoyed at the teacher always asking 'are you done yet?' in this really annoying whiney voice she had at times. ==' and everytime we would say 'no' she'd ask again in a couple of mintues.
but this year, we finished the topic medieval europe which turned out to be ok. Quite interesting watching the videos on worst jobs in history of the medieval time. except some of it was kinda gross! ==' and we learnt about the crusades which kind explains the ongoing war with the middle east and the jews and the what nots. and from learnign about the medieval times, im so glad the catholic church isnt like that anymore!!!!
now we are learning about the Renaissance! XD Renaissance sounds so classyy!! XD
we then had music!
we didnt get to play the acoustic guitar today. :'(
and we had to play some jazz on the key board ==' at least we didnt have to do it on the glocks! i hate glockenspiels. they are so horrible!
and the people who were playing the glocks had to have 3 beater each!
dora and agnes both were on glocks. i used there 3 beaters to resemble wolverine! XD
and then i think polly or dinh said i was immature. XD
but wolverine was coool!!
and dinh, at the end of music when we were all packing up decided to point out that in the word crotchet there was the word 'crotch' =='
and then polly said i was so slow cos i told her that little piece of info! XD
but yeh, im kinda slow at most times! =[
and the during 'pe' we went to the maths room and stayed there cos it was rainign before and the courts were too wet to play cricket on. and i HATE cricket!!! =='
we had mr parker and he just sat there.
and he told us to do hw that we had to do. except none of us had any. so i asked whether i could borrow a dvd from one of the other faculties except we couldnt cos the faculty teachers from the eng staffroom wouldnt let us and there was no one in the language staffroom. so we ended up watching 'How i met your mother' cos polly had it on her usb! XD
so funnyyy and rude!
so the teacher ended up shutting it off after like 10 mins of it i think. he said that he was starting to think it was inappropriate and that the language used was too coarse for us and that some of the stuff said, we shouldnt even know what it means cos it was inappropriate! XD
so we ended up watching a series of unfortunate events cos kelly and viki managed to get a movie of the librarian!
english was a bludge! i started playing poptropica. =='
i got so annoyed at it cos the thing wouldnt do what i wanted it to do.
latin, i was half asleeep. i was so sleeeeeepyyy!! :(
and then on the bus back from school, i fell asleeep.
today went to towers!
i jsut realised how ridiculously over priced some things are.
like this leather jacket i saw from tigerlily was 650$ so expensive!
i saw these really cute pair of shorts from sass and bide i really wanted except they didnt have my size. =[
my mum said she would buy them for me if they had my size.
and then i saw a relaly cute polo vest today! XD
i really want levis. =='
and then i saw a relaly coool pair of black suede thigh high boots! XD
im pretty sure jackie would have liked them too! (Y)
i still relaly want hihg heeled mary janes!
they are so cuteee!! ^^
YAYAYAYYAA!! I HAVE TECH TOMMOROW!! =]
but then i have a latin test tommorow. =[
and i have to hand in va. =[
va sucks esp the assignements!!
ilyy all who read my blog! XD
PS; remmeber to leave me a comment in my chat box. ^^
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life is a long road. but with friends and family accompanying us along the way, the road seems more bearable and not so long. so thank you to all those who have walked into my life. ^^
nothing much happened in history today. but im starting to like history and im starting to think i dont fail at history as such and im actually ok at it. maybe its cos i listen in class now unlike last year where i rarely did the work and i didn't listen to the teacher much. And last year, we did Romans and touched a bit on medieval europe and i wasn't really that interested in roman history and the fall of rome and all that. but medieval europe was ok. and mainly i didnt do that work cos i was annoyed at the teacher always asking 'are you done yet?' in this really annoying whiney voice she had at times. ==' and everytime we would say 'no' she'd ask again in a couple of mintues.
but this year, we finished the topic medieval europe which turned out to be ok. Quite interesting watching the videos on worst jobs in history of the medieval time. except some of it was kinda gross! ==' and we learnt about the crusades which kind explains the ongoing war with the middle east and the jews and the what nots. and from learnign about the medieval times, im so glad the catholic church isnt like that anymore!!!!
now we are learning about the Renaissance! XD Renaissance sounds so classyy!! XD
we then had music!
we didnt get to play the acoustic guitar today. :'(
and we had to play some jazz on the key board ==' at least we didnt have to do it on the glocks! i hate glockenspiels. they are so horrible!
and the people who were playing the glocks had to have 3 beater each!
dora and agnes both were on glocks. i used there 3 beaters to resemble wolverine! XD
and then i think polly or dinh said i was immature. XD
but wolverine was coool!!
and dinh, at the end of music when we were all packing up decided to point out that in the word crotchet there was the word 'crotch' =='
and then polly said i was so slow cos i told her that little piece of info! XD
but yeh, im kinda slow at most times! =[
and the during 'pe' we went to the maths room and stayed there cos it was rainign before and the courts were too wet to play cricket on. and i HATE cricket!!! =='
we had mr parker and he just sat there.
and he told us to do hw that we had to do. except none of us had any. so i asked whether i could borrow a dvd from one of the other faculties except we couldnt cos the faculty teachers from the eng staffroom wouldnt let us and there was no one in the language staffroom. so we ended up watching 'How i met your mother' cos polly had it on her usb! XD
so funnyyy and rude!
so the teacher ended up shutting it off after like 10 mins of it i think. he said that he was starting to think it was inappropriate and that the language used was too coarse for us and that some of the stuff said, we shouldnt even know what it means cos it was inappropriate! XD
so we ended up watching a series of unfortunate events cos kelly and viki managed to get a movie of the librarian!
english was a bludge! i started playing poptropica. =='
i got so annoyed at it cos the thing wouldnt do what i wanted it to do.
latin, i was half asleeep. i was so sleeeeeepyyy!! :(
and then on the bus back from school, i fell asleeep.
today went to towers!
i jsut realised how ridiculously over priced some things are.
like this leather jacket i saw from tigerlily was 650$ so expensive!
i saw these really cute pair of shorts from sass and bide i really wanted except they didnt have my size. =[
my mum said she would buy them for me if they had my size.
and then i saw a relaly cute polo vest today! XD
i really want levis. =='
and then i saw a relaly coool pair of black suede thigh high boots! XD
im pretty sure jackie would have liked them too! (Y)
i still relaly want hihg heeled mary janes!
they are so cuteee!! ^^
YAYAYAYYAA!! I HAVE TECH TOMMOROW!! =]
but then i have a latin test tommorow. =[
and i have to hand in va. =[
va sucks esp the assignements!!
ilyy all who read my blog! XD
PS; remmeber to leave me a comment in my chat box. ^^
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life is a long road. but with friends and family accompanying us along the way, the road seems more bearable and not so long. so thank you to all those who have walked into my life. ^^
what we could have been, 2:50 AM.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Sometimes the things we are looking so hard for are just in front of our eyes but we never notice and finally when we notice it, maybe its too late.
There is always a reason as to why someone walks into our lives, but sometimes when they walk out of our lives we think, why bother coming into my life when all you do is hurt me in the end?
but, everyone who has walked into our lives and walked out of it have left heavy footprints in our hearts. Even if they have left you with a wounded heart as long as you remember the happy memories that they have left, the wound would eventually heal. (hopefully! XD)
this is like an inspiration from the poem 'footprints in the sand'
i love that poem!
'One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and hequestioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to followyou, you'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints.I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."
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sometimes i think to myself, why do i bother giving some people chances after chances when i know that most likely they are going to hurt me again?
is it cos i always see that glimmer of hope that they will change and understand?
but that glimmer of hope is dieing away slowly.
i want to hold onto this little glimmer of hope and hope that you will change and everything will turn back around but is this only wishful thinking that wont ever come true?
am i just wasting time and effort hoping that you will change and that everything will be ok?
will everything be ok again after what had happened?
is this a wound that can eventually heal back with time?
i look at what has happened and many questions run through my head.
sometimes i feel as if im just another piece of dirt sitting on the ground.
cos that is how u treat me at the moment.
which makes me think, why did i bother to keep on defending you and caring for you when you didnt care for me at the slightest. when everyone turned their backs on you, i stood by you and then i was stuck in the middle.
but when we had that other fight, you had never ever bothered to think how i felt and only asked us whether we had though of your perspective.
i had and that was why i defended and made up excuses for you.
but now you pretend as if i dont even exist when not long ago we were still friends and talking and mucking around.
you confuse me, a lot. makes me wonder a lot.
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today, at bball training, i took 2533 steps! XD
and suicides are that bad really.
and my dribbling has improved i think?
i love anna's furry ball! XD
ooo! after doing suicides while trying to dribble at the same time, i believe i have guns! XD
hahahh! but not as tank as polly!
polly is super tank!! she has massive guns!!!!!! but she wont flex them for me!
and polly has uber smooth arms!
as smooth as a baby's bum! XD she could do a commercial for like Johnson's baby cream or oil? and be like- it makes ure skin as smooth as my arms! XD
today at lifesaving, me and alice sat there observing other people cos we werent swimming and we realised that thea had 3 rolls of fat!! which is like worse than me!!!!!
me and alice were so surprised cos we thought she would have been like really toned with like no flab!
and alice also observed that she had muffintops!
i like eating muffins! esp choc banana ones! XD
they were so nice!
today, during tech i finished one piece of my jewellery! YAY!!
and it looks cuteee!
apparently the jewellery stand im planning to make is going to take a while to do cos its quite complex! =[
i am determined to do the stand!!
if i finish making the stand, i think it would actually turn out quite goood! =]
and dora had food tech today! cos she made peach studel, she had vanilla and chocolate ice cream with it. except she didnt like vanilla ice cream so she gave the whole scoop to me!
i forgot that she was also in my class so i shoved the whole scoop into my mouth cos i was hurrying up to my locker to get my history book. and then my tongue went numb. =='
bad idea of shoving a whole scoop of ice cream into one's mouth.
and today, i got told off my Cher for wearing my hoodie. =[
but i like my hoodie and it has north sydney girls written on it!!!
and many other people also wear it!
and its warm!
oooo. and today on the bus back home, i kept on falling off the seat and getting stuck there cos i had my back to the front and i was facing the back when im not supposed to. Thank you jess and jackie for rescuing me out of that gap! dinh just sat there laughing at me i think! HMPH! =='
and then jess and jackie and dinh all got off at longueville road and lonerated me. =[
today,when i got home i decided to make wine flavoured ice cubes!
they turned out horrible! =[
but then i tried to make coffee cos i was having a craving for coffee ice cream.
i drank half of the coffee i made and then used the other half to make ice cubes!
the coffeee wasnt too bad! and it was my first time!
except with the ice cubes, i should have made the coffee stronger so the ice cubes were more flavoured!
and im pretty sure someone has been stealing my greeen tea ice cream cos i wanted to steal some today, but there wasnt much left.
and im pretty sure that last time i stole some out, there was more in there! =='
but then again, i mite be wrong!
i want more green tea ice cream! i want green tea latte! so niceee!
anyways. this basically sums up what i want to write about.
=]
ilyy
There is always a reason as to why someone walks into our lives, but sometimes when they walk out of our lives we think, why bother coming into my life when all you do is hurt me in the end?
but, everyone who has walked into our lives and walked out of it have left heavy footprints in our hearts. Even if they have left you with a wounded heart as long as you remember the happy memories that they have left, the wound would eventually heal. (hopefully! XD)
this is like an inspiration from the poem 'footprints in the sand'
i love that poem!
'One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and hequestioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to followyou, you'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints.I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."
___________________________________________________________________________________
sometimes i think to myself, why do i bother giving some people chances after chances when i know that most likely they are going to hurt me again?
is it cos i always see that glimmer of hope that they will change and understand?
but that glimmer of hope is dieing away slowly.
i want to hold onto this little glimmer of hope and hope that you will change and everything will turn back around but is this only wishful thinking that wont ever come true?
am i just wasting time and effort hoping that you will change and that everything will be ok?
will everything be ok again after what had happened?
is this a wound that can eventually heal back with time?
i look at what has happened and many questions run through my head.
sometimes i feel as if im just another piece of dirt sitting on the ground.
cos that is how u treat me at the moment.
which makes me think, why did i bother to keep on defending you and caring for you when you didnt care for me at the slightest. when everyone turned their backs on you, i stood by you and then i was stuck in the middle.
but when we had that other fight, you had never ever bothered to think how i felt and only asked us whether we had though of your perspective.
i had and that was why i defended and made up excuses for you.
but now you pretend as if i dont even exist when not long ago we were still friends and talking and mucking around.
you confuse me, a lot. makes me wonder a lot.
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today, at bball training, i took 2533 steps! XD
and suicides are that bad really.
and my dribbling has improved i think?
i love anna's furry ball! XD
ooo! after doing suicides while trying to dribble at the same time, i believe i have guns! XD
hahahh! but not as tank as polly!
polly is super tank!! she has massive guns!!!!!! but she wont flex them for me!
and polly has uber smooth arms!
as smooth as a baby's bum! XD she could do a commercial for like Johnson's baby cream or oil? and be like- it makes ure skin as smooth as my arms! XD
today at lifesaving, me and alice sat there observing other people cos we werent swimming and we realised that thea had 3 rolls of fat!! which is like worse than me!!!!!
me and alice were so surprised cos we thought she would have been like really toned with like no flab!
and alice also observed that she had muffintops!
i like eating muffins! esp choc banana ones! XD
they were so nice!
today, during tech i finished one piece of my jewellery! YAY!!
and it looks cuteee!
apparently the jewellery stand im planning to make is going to take a while to do cos its quite complex! =[
i am determined to do the stand!!
if i finish making the stand, i think it would actually turn out quite goood! =]
and dora had food tech today! cos she made peach studel, she had vanilla and chocolate ice cream with it. except she didnt like vanilla ice cream so she gave the whole scoop to me!
i forgot that she was also in my class so i shoved the whole scoop into my mouth cos i was hurrying up to my locker to get my history book. and then my tongue went numb. =='
bad idea of shoving a whole scoop of ice cream into one's mouth.
and today, i got told off my Cher for wearing my hoodie. =[
but i like my hoodie and it has north sydney girls written on it!!!
and many other people also wear it!
and its warm!
oooo. and today on the bus back home, i kept on falling off the seat and getting stuck there cos i had my back to the front and i was facing the back when im not supposed to. Thank you jess and jackie for rescuing me out of that gap! dinh just sat there laughing at me i think! HMPH! =='
and then jess and jackie and dinh all got off at longueville road and lonerated me. =[
today,when i got home i decided to make wine flavoured ice cubes!
they turned out horrible! =[
but then i tried to make coffee cos i was having a craving for coffee ice cream.
i drank half of the coffee i made and then used the other half to make ice cubes!
the coffeee wasnt too bad! and it was my first time!
except with the ice cubes, i should have made the coffee stronger so the ice cubes were more flavoured!
and im pretty sure someone has been stealing my greeen tea ice cream cos i wanted to steal some today, but there wasnt much left.
and im pretty sure that last time i stole some out, there was more in there! =='
but then again, i mite be wrong!
i want more green tea ice cream! i want green tea latte! so niceee!
anyways. this basically sums up what i want to write about.
=]
ilyy
what we could have been, 1:49 AM.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
it hate it when my eyes go pouchy/ blotchy after i cry.
something else i hate is when i cry before i sleep and then my double eye lids the next day look weird. =[
very dodgy loooking. =='
anyways, i see Rui has gotten a blog! its such a cute blog!! (Y)
=]
and Hi, my sweetheart is so goooood!!
but these couple of episodes are so despressing and sad when Rainie, tells Da Lang her true feelings and explains everything to him after 3 years. and stoopid show luo wont tell her that he is actually Da lang.
and the senior guy is so ugly!!
even ling agreees!! ^^
and the senior guy really annoys me, he may be all nice and stuff to her but she has said so many times that she doesnt like him and that she still loves Da Lang but he doesnt seem to get it! ITS BEEN 10 years! get over it, she doesnt like u!
this reminds me of Jiro in It started with a kiss!
he was so annoying!
and it also reminds me of UEE in You're Beautiful!
i really wanted to slap her cos she was so annoying! but then again, that means she was a relaly good actor!
Songs that i love atm;
need you now- lady antebellum
dilemma- nelly and kelly rowland (i think)
ai mei- rainie yang
dai wo zou - rainie yang
songs by jay chou!
because of you- ne-yo
so sick- ne yo
sexy love- ne yo
when i fall- after school
because of you- after school
kiss goodbye- wang lee hom
heart beat- wang lee hom
im sorry- gummy
jewel- ayumi hamasaki
next day- seung ri
make love- big bang (english version)
fool- big bang
we belong together- big bang
forever with you- big bang
some canto songs.
i knwo that most of these songs are relaly old but i still love them. i dont know why, im listening to old songs, maybe i miss the past and how every thing was and how everything seemed so perfect last year before everything changed.
its not that change is a bad thing, cos in debating we always say how change is good but sometimes change is bad.
Like now, ever since things have changed drastically i dont feeel as if im the same person anymore. i used to be always happy and bubbly?
but now, i rarely feel happy and even if im happy, im only happy for a very short time. even the smallest things used to make me happy and i would stay happy for a long time. now, i dont know what there is to be happy about. =='
like at school, i seem happy.
but am i really genuinely happy? i dont even know. cos sometimes i do feel happy to be around my friends and sometimes i feel a tad high! (and im not on drugs XD)
but is this all real happiness or is it just a way of me covering up how i really feel?
i used to love going to schoool cos i got to see my friends and everything, but there are days where i feel as if all i want to do is to stay in bed and sleep and sleeep.
its like a challenge to drag myself of my bed, my comfort zone!
but then again, it was always a challenge to drag myself out of bed in the mornings cos i never want to wake up os early! but thats in a different sense!
anyways, enough of my emotions. =='
i found a relaly awesome jewellery blog!
dskjewelry.blogspot.com
she has awesome jewelllery and they are so pretttyyy!!
except i think they are quite expensive. =[
but i guess they are worth it cos they are so pretty?
i really want one. too bad im so pov atm. =='
AND A SHOUT OUT TO 'DBD'
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR COMMENTS BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! ^^ u seem very nice. =]
today we had our latin mythology test. and massive thanks to dinh, she was the ONLY one who said good luck to me for the test! ^^
it was quite easy and some of the questions in the test they were exactly the same as the past papers our teacher gave us. =]
i dont want to go swimming tommoroow!! its tooo cold!! should i wear my nsg hoodie instead of my jumper?
i dont want to get sick!
and yesterday night, it was so cold that i wore my hoodie to sleep!
i shouldnt have worn shorts to sleeep.
and one of my fav pjs are becoming smaller. =[
they are relaly cute. they are from mitch dowd and they have monkeys all over them and its really cute. and its colourful!
and my mum bought me a sleeping robe? those things that look like bath robes but it isnt made of towel. its so comfy and its grey and white polka dots. its perfect for when i wake up in the morning cos its cold in the mornign in epping. =[ but when i wear it i feeel sorta like an ahjumma? XD
but in the winter, i have another one which is hello kitty which is thicker and warmer. ^^
its cutee!
i need to buy big fluffy slippers! i had really cute ones in hk of pucca pucca!
now i need to look for some cute fluffy ones!! and i will only buy if its cute. XD
maybe morning glory has some?
if anyone sees some please tell me! =]
in science yesterday, we were learning about organisms and cells which we should have started on but we hadnt done it in yr 7 cos mr donald didnt teach it to us.
and Ms foley got us to brainstorm on a big piece of butchers paper what was needed for an organism to thrive.
so i wrote in the centre of the page ' ORGA SM' i left the 2 spaces so i could fill in the 'ni' after cos i dont think the teacher would have been very happy with that word.
but then, i told the teacher that we hadnt learnt about cells and organisms last year. This is exactly what i said: " umm. Miss Foley, we didnt learn about cells and orgasms last year!'
thank gosh she didnt hear me!
i was meaning to say organism. which i did say right in the end.
polly and dinh then started calling me a douche. =='
HOW am i douche for something wrong by accident? =='
which reminds me of last year, when the teacher was kinda teaching us about organisms in ecology and i asked what was the difference between an organism and an orgasm. =='
i was innocent!! i didnt know! im pretty sure thats what i said cos thats what dinh said i said. =='
i was so innocent. *sigh*
and i really want Ms Hardy as my PDHPE teacher!
SHE WAS SO AWESOME!
and so was ms murphy and ms coen!!
tooo cooooool! ^^
anyways. this is all i can be bothered to write for tonight.
its actually quite a long post i think. =='
i rarely write this much!
anyways.
nite nite.
sweet dreams eveyrone!
i love youu! =]
something else i hate is when i cry before i sleep and then my double eye lids the next day look weird. =[
very dodgy loooking. =='
anyways, i see Rui has gotten a blog! its such a cute blog!! (Y)
=]
and Hi, my sweetheart is so goooood!!
but these couple of episodes are so despressing and sad when Rainie, tells Da Lang her true feelings and explains everything to him after 3 years. and stoopid show luo wont tell her that he is actually Da lang.
and the senior guy is so ugly!!
even ling agreees!! ^^
and the senior guy really annoys me, he may be all nice and stuff to her but she has said so many times that she doesnt like him and that she still loves Da Lang but he doesnt seem to get it! ITS BEEN 10 years! get over it, she doesnt like u!
this reminds me of Jiro in It started with a kiss!
he was so annoying!
and it also reminds me of UEE in You're Beautiful!
i really wanted to slap her cos she was so annoying! but then again, that means she was a relaly good actor!
Songs that i love atm;
need you now- lady antebellum
dilemma- nelly and kelly rowland (i think)
ai mei- rainie yang
dai wo zou - rainie yang
songs by jay chou!
because of you- ne-yo
so sick- ne yo
sexy love- ne yo
when i fall- after school
because of you- after school
kiss goodbye- wang lee hom
heart beat- wang lee hom
im sorry- gummy
jewel- ayumi hamasaki
next day- seung ri
make love- big bang (english version)
fool- big bang
we belong together- big bang
forever with you- big bang
some canto songs.
i knwo that most of these songs are relaly old but i still love them. i dont know why, im listening to old songs, maybe i miss the past and how every thing was and how everything seemed so perfect last year before everything changed.
its not that change is a bad thing, cos in debating we always say how change is good but sometimes change is bad.
Like now, ever since things have changed drastically i dont feeel as if im the same person anymore. i used to be always happy and bubbly?
but now, i rarely feel happy and even if im happy, im only happy for a very short time. even the smallest things used to make me happy and i would stay happy for a long time. now, i dont know what there is to be happy about. =='
like at school, i seem happy.
but am i really genuinely happy? i dont even know. cos sometimes i do feel happy to be around my friends and sometimes i feel a tad high! (and im not on drugs XD)
but is this all real happiness or is it just a way of me covering up how i really feel?
i used to love going to schoool cos i got to see my friends and everything, but there are days where i feel as if all i want to do is to stay in bed and sleep and sleeep.
its like a challenge to drag myself of my bed, my comfort zone!
but then again, it was always a challenge to drag myself out of bed in the mornings cos i never want to wake up os early! but thats in a different sense!
anyways, enough of my emotions. =='
i found a relaly awesome jewellery blog!
dskjewelry.blogspot.com
she has awesome jewelllery and they are so pretttyyy!!
except i think they are quite expensive. =[
but i guess they are worth it cos they are so pretty?
i really want one. too bad im so pov atm. =='
AND A SHOUT OUT TO 'DBD'
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR COMMENTS BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! ^^ u seem very nice. =]
today we had our latin mythology test. and massive thanks to dinh, she was the ONLY one who said good luck to me for the test! ^^
it was quite easy and some of the questions in the test they were exactly the same as the past papers our teacher gave us. =]
i dont want to go swimming tommoroow!! its tooo cold!! should i wear my nsg hoodie instead of my jumper?
i dont want to get sick!
and yesterday night, it was so cold that i wore my hoodie to sleep!
i shouldnt have worn shorts to sleeep.
and one of my fav pjs are becoming smaller. =[
they are relaly cute. they are from mitch dowd and they have monkeys all over them and its really cute. and its colourful!
and my mum bought me a sleeping robe? those things that look like bath robes but it isnt made of towel. its so comfy and its grey and white polka dots. its perfect for when i wake up in the morning cos its cold in the mornign in epping. =[ but when i wear it i feeel sorta like an ahjumma? XD
but in the winter, i have another one which is hello kitty which is thicker and warmer. ^^
its cutee!
i need to buy big fluffy slippers! i had really cute ones in hk of pucca pucca!
now i need to look for some cute fluffy ones!! and i will only buy if its cute. XD
maybe morning glory has some?
if anyone sees some please tell me! =]
in science yesterday, we were learning about organisms and cells which we should have started on but we hadnt done it in yr 7 cos mr donald didnt teach it to us.
and Ms foley got us to brainstorm on a big piece of butchers paper what was needed for an organism to thrive.
so i wrote in the centre of the page ' ORGA SM' i left the 2 spaces so i could fill in the 'ni' after cos i dont think the teacher would have been very happy with that word.
but then, i told the teacher that we hadnt learnt about cells and organisms last year. This is exactly what i said: " umm. Miss Foley, we didnt learn about cells and orgasms last year!'
thank gosh she didnt hear me!
i was meaning to say organism. which i did say right in the end.
polly and dinh then started calling me a douche. =='
HOW am i douche for something wrong by accident? =='
which reminds me of last year, when the teacher was kinda teaching us about organisms in ecology and i asked what was the difference between an organism and an orgasm. =='
i was innocent!! i didnt know! im pretty sure thats what i said cos thats what dinh said i said. =='
i was so innocent. *sigh*
and i really want Ms Hardy as my PDHPE teacher!
SHE WAS SO AWESOME!
and so was ms murphy and ms coen!!
tooo cooooool! ^^
anyways. this is all i can be bothered to write for tonight.
its actually quite a long post i think. =='
i rarely write this much!
anyways.
nite nite.
sweet dreams eveyrone!
i love youu! =]
what we could have been, 3:18 AM.
