Wednesday, February 17, 2010
wow. I havent blogged in ages!
i should try to blog more but recently i've been realy busy with school work and other stuff that i havent had time to blog.
and there isnt much to blog about only stuff thats bugging me and upsetting me which i dont really want to think about, let alone blogging about it. too many emotions. =[
too many things, too hard to cope.
favourite days of the week right now are- saturdays and sundays.
the only time where i can get away from sadness and feel occupied and free from things.
esp on sundays. i love sundays. i love being able to go to youth and feel as if there is a reason as to why im there without having people making feel all bad and uncomfortable. I guess its like a sanctuary where i can forget all the things that are annoying or upsetting me. and youth has cool people!! (Y) fun people!
Saturdays are a tad boring sometimes cos there isnt much to do but finish work i havent finished and practice piano.
but theres more time on msn talking to people i like. =]
but i can sleeep in on saturdays which is always a good thing. =]
lately, ive been suffering from a lack of sleep. ive been working till like 12 or past midnight everday trying to finish all my work that i havent done, that is due.
and i dont think ive done any of the maths hw that our teacher ever gave out.
i honestly cbb and its so tedious cos it is so easy.
and honestly, our maths teacher SUCKS! shes so gayy! we are supposedly the 'top' class meaning that we are supposed o learn stuff. so far we have learnt NOTHING!
she doesnt even teach! all she does is get us to do stuff from the text book! BORING, LONG, EASY! why cant she teach us anything? =.='
and thank you boris for our awesome experiment for our srp
the teacher really liked it! (Y) Nora XD (dora) and simone are like- iris u realy need to thank your friend! XD
our experiment is so easy to do!! =]
and then we decided to a 'line extension?' of it where we used ice cream to see whether if we poured ice on it, it would also melt faster and be colder jsut like when salt is poured on ice.
the ice cream we bought was Bulla, Cookies and Cream creamy classics!
SO NICEEE!
and we only used a small amount of too! (Y)
so the rest of the 2L tub we just ate.
i love being able to eat of the tub!
we finished the whole tub in like 12 mins! XD
eventhough Dinh wasnt in my group, she still ate heaps of it.
apparently shes never had cookies and cream ice cream before.
XD
and polly's group had to use ice creams for their experiment too.
to see the melting rate of different ice creams.
they used cookies and cream ice cream, vanilla ice cream and this weird tropical gelato (i thought it tasted horrible)
and there was like heaps of vanilla ice cream left and so her group shared it.
i LOVE vanilla ice cream and i havent had it in ages!
tasted so goood!
and then i tried to stop eating cos i was scared of getting really fat which im getting atm. =[
ive gained like 3 extra kilos. =[ ontop the original 5 i gained from hk which i was trying to lose.
MORE EXERCISE!!!
and then polly and viki decided that i wasnt going to be able to resist and started tempting me with the ice cream.
they started eating the ice cream right in front of my face and saying how good it was.
Viki even got me a spoonful to eat! XD
being who i am, of course i couldnt resist! =[
and i ate 2 more spoonfuls. 2 spoons arent going to make much difference! XD
and then to really stop me from eating, i washed out the spoon and put it on my desk so i wouldnt be tempted to eat more ice cream. XD
Life saving at northbridge baths looks fun!
eventhough the water looks a tad dodgy and there is fish swimming there. =='
ive come to regret taking latin up.
there are so many bloody quizzes and tests. =[
and so much vocab to remember. =[
my brain will burst one day. =='
hopefully not.
but Ms restuccia is quite nice. =]
OOOOO!
and we bought coffee ice cream!!
its really nice!
and i have green tea ice cream at home! my favouriteee!! ^^
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sometimes i think, why do i even care anymore? is this even worth my time? why do i still cry over it so often? are you even worth my tears? =[
sometimes, i feel as if i no longer matter and that you dont care. =[ i feel completely replaced.
it hurts. a lot. a lot more than i expected.
i wonder what actually keeps me going these days? =='
i should try to blog more but recently i've been realy busy with school work and other stuff that i havent had time to blog.
and there isnt much to blog about only stuff thats bugging me and upsetting me which i dont really want to think about, let alone blogging about it. too many emotions. =[
too many things, too hard to cope.
favourite days of the week right now are- saturdays and sundays.
the only time where i can get away from sadness and feel occupied and free from things.
esp on sundays. i love sundays. i love being able to go to youth and feel as if there is a reason as to why im there without having people making feel all bad and uncomfortable. I guess its like a sanctuary where i can forget all the things that are annoying or upsetting me. and youth has cool people!! (Y) fun people!
Saturdays are a tad boring sometimes cos there isnt much to do but finish work i havent finished and practice piano.
but theres more time on msn talking to people i like. =]
but i can sleeep in on saturdays which is always a good thing. =]
lately, ive been suffering from a lack of sleep. ive been working till like 12 or past midnight everday trying to finish all my work that i havent done, that is due.
and i dont think ive done any of the maths hw that our teacher ever gave out.
i honestly cbb and its so tedious cos it is so easy.
and honestly, our maths teacher SUCKS! shes so gayy! we are supposedly the 'top' class meaning that we are supposed o learn stuff. so far we have learnt NOTHING!
she doesnt even teach! all she does is get us to do stuff from the text book! BORING, LONG, EASY! why cant she teach us anything? =.='
and thank you boris for our awesome experiment for our srp
the teacher really liked it! (Y) Nora XD (dora) and simone are like- iris u realy need to thank your friend! XD
our experiment is so easy to do!! =]
and then we decided to a 'line extension?' of it where we used ice cream to see whether if we poured ice on it, it would also melt faster and be colder jsut like when salt is poured on ice.
the ice cream we bought was Bulla, Cookies and Cream creamy classics!
SO NICEEE!
and we only used a small amount of too! (Y)
so the rest of the 2L tub we just ate.
i love being able to eat of the tub!
we finished the whole tub in like 12 mins! XD
eventhough Dinh wasnt in my group, she still ate heaps of it.
apparently shes never had cookies and cream ice cream before.
XD
and polly's group had to use ice creams for their experiment too.
to see the melting rate of different ice creams.
they used cookies and cream ice cream, vanilla ice cream and this weird tropical gelato (i thought it tasted horrible)
and there was like heaps of vanilla ice cream left and so her group shared it.
i LOVE vanilla ice cream and i havent had it in ages!
tasted so goood!
and then i tried to stop eating cos i was scared of getting really fat which im getting atm. =[
ive gained like 3 extra kilos. =[ ontop the original 5 i gained from hk which i was trying to lose.
MORE EXERCISE!!!
and then polly and viki decided that i wasnt going to be able to resist and started tempting me with the ice cream.
they started eating the ice cream right in front of my face and saying how good it was.
Viki even got me a spoonful to eat! XD
being who i am, of course i couldnt resist! =[
and i ate 2 more spoonfuls. 2 spoons arent going to make much difference! XD
and then to really stop me from eating, i washed out the spoon and put it on my desk so i wouldnt be tempted to eat more ice cream. XD
Life saving at northbridge baths looks fun!
eventhough the water looks a tad dodgy and there is fish swimming there. =='
ive come to regret taking latin up.
there are so many bloody quizzes and tests. =[
and so much vocab to remember. =[
my brain will burst one day. =='
hopefully not.
but Ms restuccia is quite nice. =]
OOOOO!
and we bought coffee ice cream!!
its really nice!
and i have green tea ice cream at home! my favouriteee!! ^^
__________________________________________________________________________________
sometimes i think, why do i even care anymore? is this even worth my time? why do i still cry over it so often? are you even worth my tears? =[
sometimes, i feel as if i no longer matter and that you dont care. =[ i feel completely replaced.
it hurts. a lot. a lot more than i expected.
i wonder what actually keeps me going these days? =='
what we could have been, 2:59 AM.
