Thursday, February 25, 2010
there hasnt been much that i wanted to blog about.
nothing happy to blog about. =[
why cant time turn back to when everything was ok?
everytime i think about what has happened i cry. i feeel guilty for what happened.
i feeel as if its all my fault that there is such a big problem, a problem that cant be resolved.
i feel as if im the reason as to why two of my close friends are going through so much pain.
but at the same time, i feel as if the way things have been handled were so immature.
and being stuck in the middle, doesnt feel good at all.
anways. since everyone is doing a 33 things, i wanted to do one too
cos i never bothered to do one on facebook when everyone did them last year XD
seems interesting to do. i started on the 33 things yesterday, but now i just cbb to continue with it!! XD
OMGSH!! today at bball we WON 70-0!!!!! this was like the best score ever ^^
Tooo coooool! and then i did this really horrible lay up cos i cant layup but i had no choice but ot layup otherwise the other team would have gotten the ball. =[
i need to practice layups! i epic fail at them. T_T
OOOOO!! and the ref was so CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!
absolutely adored him! he was so adorable!= ^^
even kelly and annie (our coach) and ann agreeeeed
he was tooo cuteee!!!!
and he was caucasian which i generally never find cute.
and he was the same height as EM
and hes only in yr 5. but he looked so much younger cos of his cuteness!!
me and kelly planned on hugging him at the end of our game but we forgot. i think he got scared of us.
cos everytime he came near our benches we were always saying how cute he was, esp me.
XD
and when he was near our bench cos we jsut got subbed off, i asked him whether he had facebook and he said yes. I SO NEEED TO ADD HIM !!!
but then at the end of the game, me and wendy wanted to ask him for his name to add him on fb he wouldnt give it to us. =[
he was so adorable! he would make such a cute teddy bear!
i know we/i sound like such a pedo, but we arent! XD
he was just tooo cute and adorablee! ^^
i hope we have him again next time
and he didnt call up most of my fouls =]
i know, deep down he loves me XD XD XD
according to anna i think, i played better than usual cos he was the ref! XD
hehehehhehehehee ^^
that little kid made my day =]
so should have taken a pic of him to prove how cute he was!! ^^
instead, i took a pic of the score! XD eventhough we won 70-0, the scored on the board said we won 69-0. 69 is such a cool number. ;)
it is something to commemorate? XD
nothing happy to blog about. =[
why cant time turn back to when everything was ok?
everytime i think about what has happened i cry. i feeel guilty for what happened.
i feeel as if its all my fault that there is such a big problem, a problem that cant be resolved.
i feel as if im the reason as to why two of my close friends are going through so much pain.
but at the same time, i feel as if the way things have been handled were so immature.
and being stuck in the middle, doesnt feel good at all.
anways. since everyone is doing a 33 things, i wanted to do one too
cos i never bothered to do one on facebook when everyone did them last year XD
seems interesting to do. i started on the 33 things yesterday, but now i just cbb to continue with it!! XD
OMGSH!! today at bball we WON 70-0!!!!! this was like the best score ever ^^
Tooo coooool! and then i did this really horrible lay up cos i cant layup but i had no choice but ot layup otherwise the other team would have gotten the ball. =[
i need to practice layups! i epic fail at them. T_T
OOOOO!! and the ref was so CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!
absolutely adored him! he was so adorable!= ^^
even kelly and annie (our coach) and ann agreeeeed
he was tooo cuteee!!!!
and he was caucasian which i generally never find cute.
and he was the same height as EM
and hes only in yr 5. but he looked so much younger cos of his cuteness!!
me and kelly planned on hugging him at the end of our game but we forgot. i think he got scared of us.
cos everytime he came near our benches we were always saying how cute he was, esp me.
XD
and when he was near our bench cos we jsut got subbed off, i asked him whether he had facebook and he said yes. I SO NEEED TO ADD HIM !!!
but then at the end of the game, me and wendy wanted to ask him for his name to add him on fb he wouldnt give it to us. =[
he was so adorable! he would make such a cute teddy bear!
i know we/i sound like such a pedo, but we arent! XD
he was just tooo cute and adorablee! ^^
i hope we have him again next time
and he didnt call up most of my fouls =]
i know, deep down he loves me XD XD XD
according to anna i think, i played better than usual cos he was the ref! XD
hehehehhehehehee ^^
that little kid made my day =]
so should have taken a pic of him to prove how cute he was!! ^^
instead, i took a pic of the score! XD eventhough we won 70-0, the scored on the board said we won 69-0. 69 is such a cool number. ;)
it is something to commemorate? XD
Labels: bball ultra cute ref
what we could have been, 1:54 AM.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
wow. I havent blogged in ages!
i should try to blog more but recently i've been realy busy with school work and other stuff that i havent had time to blog.
and there isnt much to blog about only stuff thats bugging me and upsetting me which i dont really want to think about, let alone blogging about it. too many emotions. =[
too many things, too hard to cope.
favourite days of the week right now are- saturdays and sundays.
the only time where i can get away from sadness and feel occupied and free from things.
esp on sundays. i love sundays. i love being able to go to youth and feel as if there is a reason as to why im there without having people making feel all bad and uncomfortable. I guess its like a sanctuary where i can forget all the things that are annoying or upsetting me. and youth has cool people!! (Y) fun people!
Saturdays are a tad boring sometimes cos there isnt much to do but finish work i havent finished and practice piano.
but theres more time on msn talking to people i like. =]
but i can sleeep in on saturdays which is always a good thing. =]
lately, ive been suffering from a lack of sleep. ive been working till like 12 or past midnight everday trying to finish all my work that i havent done, that is due.
and i dont think ive done any of the maths hw that our teacher ever gave out.
i honestly cbb and its so tedious cos it is so easy.
and honestly, our maths teacher SUCKS! shes so gayy! we are supposedly the 'top' class meaning that we are supposed o learn stuff. so far we have learnt NOTHING!
she doesnt even teach! all she does is get us to do stuff from the text book! BORING, LONG, EASY! why cant she teach us anything? =.='
and thank you boris for our awesome experiment for our srp
the teacher really liked it! (Y) Nora XD (dora) and simone are like- iris u realy need to thank your friend! XD
our experiment is so easy to do!! =]
and then we decided to a 'line extension?' of it where we used ice cream to see whether if we poured ice on it, it would also melt faster and be colder jsut like when salt is poured on ice.
the ice cream we bought was Bulla, Cookies and Cream creamy classics!
SO NICEEE!
and we only used a small amount of too! (Y)
so the rest of the 2L tub we just ate.
i love being able to eat of the tub!
we finished the whole tub in like 12 mins! XD
eventhough Dinh wasnt in my group, she still ate heaps of it.
apparently shes never had cookies and cream ice cream before.
XD
and polly's group had to use ice creams for their experiment too.
to see the melting rate of different ice creams.
they used cookies and cream ice cream, vanilla ice cream and this weird tropical gelato (i thought it tasted horrible)
and there was like heaps of vanilla ice cream left and so her group shared it.
i LOVE vanilla ice cream and i havent had it in ages!
tasted so goood!
and then i tried to stop eating cos i was scared of getting really fat which im getting atm. =[
ive gained like 3 extra kilos. =[ ontop the original 5 i gained from hk which i was trying to lose.
MORE EXERCISE!!!
and then polly and viki decided that i wasnt going to be able to resist and started tempting me with the ice cream.
they started eating the ice cream right in front of my face and saying how good it was.
Viki even got me a spoonful to eat! XD
being who i am, of course i couldnt resist! =[
and i ate 2 more spoonfuls. 2 spoons arent going to make much difference! XD
and then to really stop me from eating, i washed out the spoon and put it on my desk so i wouldnt be tempted to eat more ice cream. XD
Life saving at northbridge baths looks fun!
eventhough the water looks a tad dodgy and there is fish swimming there. =='
ive come to regret taking latin up.
there are so many bloody quizzes and tests. =[
and so much vocab to remember. =[
my brain will burst one day. =='
hopefully not.
but Ms restuccia is quite nice. =]
OOOOO!
and we bought coffee ice cream!!
its really nice!
and i have green tea ice cream at home! my favouriteee!! ^^
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sometimes i think, why do i even care anymore? is this even worth my time? why do i still cry over it so often? are you even worth my tears? =[
sometimes, i feel as if i no longer matter and that you dont care. =[ i feel completely replaced.
it hurts. a lot. a lot more than i expected.
i wonder what actually keeps me going these days? =='
i should try to blog more but recently i've been realy busy with school work and other stuff that i havent had time to blog.
and there isnt much to blog about only stuff thats bugging me and upsetting me which i dont really want to think about, let alone blogging about it. too many emotions. =[
too many things, too hard to cope.
favourite days of the week right now are- saturdays and sundays.
the only time where i can get away from sadness and feel occupied and free from things.
esp on sundays. i love sundays. i love being able to go to youth and feel as if there is a reason as to why im there without having people making feel all bad and uncomfortable. I guess its like a sanctuary where i can forget all the things that are annoying or upsetting me. and youth has cool people!! (Y) fun people!
Saturdays are a tad boring sometimes cos there isnt much to do but finish work i havent finished and practice piano.
but theres more time on msn talking to people i like. =]
but i can sleeep in on saturdays which is always a good thing. =]
lately, ive been suffering from a lack of sleep. ive been working till like 12 or past midnight everday trying to finish all my work that i havent done, that is due.
and i dont think ive done any of the maths hw that our teacher ever gave out.
i honestly cbb and its so tedious cos it is so easy.
and honestly, our maths teacher SUCKS! shes so gayy! we are supposedly the 'top' class meaning that we are supposed o learn stuff. so far we have learnt NOTHING!
she doesnt even teach! all she does is get us to do stuff from the text book! BORING, LONG, EASY! why cant she teach us anything? =.='
and thank you boris for our awesome experiment for our srp
the teacher really liked it! (Y) Nora XD (dora) and simone are like- iris u realy need to thank your friend! XD
our experiment is so easy to do!! =]
and then we decided to a 'line extension?' of it where we used ice cream to see whether if we poured ice on it, it would also melt faster and be colder jsut like when salt is poured on ice.
the ice cream we bought was Bulla, Cookies and Cream creamy classics!
SO NICEEE!
and we only used a small amount of too! (Y)
so the rest of the 2L tub we just ate.
i love being able to eat of the tub!
we finished the whole tub in like 12 mins! XD
eventhough Dinh wasnt in my group, she still ate heaps of it.
apparently shes never had cookies and cream ice cream before.
XD
and polly's group had to use ice creams for their experiment too.
to see the melting rate of different ice creams.
they used cookies and cream ice cream, vanilla ice cream and this weird tropical gelato (i thought it tasted horrible)
and there was like heaps of vanilla ice cream left and so her group shared it.
i LOVE vanilla ice cream and i havent had it in ages!
tasted so goood!
and then i tried to stop eating cos i was scared of getting really fat which im getting atm. =[
ive gained like 3 extra kilos. =[ ontop the original 5 i gained from hk which i was trying to lose.
MORE EXERCISE!!!
and then polly and viki decided that i wasnt going to be able to resist and started tempting me with the ice cream.
they started eating the ice cream right in front of my face and saying how good it was.
Viki even got me a spoonful to eat! XD
being who i am, of course i couldnt resist! =[
and i ate 2 more spoonfuls. 2 spoons arent going to make much difference! XD
and then to really stop me from eating, i washed out the spoon and put it on my desk so i wouldnt be tempted to eat more ice cream. XD
Life saving at northbridge baths looks fun!
eventhough the water looks a tad dodgy and there is fish swimming there. =='
ive come to regret taking latin up.
there are so many bloody quizzes and tests. =[
and so much vocab to remember. =[
my brain will burst one day. =='
hopefully not.
but Ms restuccia is quite nice. =]
OOOOO!
and we bought coffee ice cream!!
its really nice!
and i have green tea ice cream at home! my favouriteee!! ^^
__________________________________________________________________________________
sometimes i think, why do i even care anymore? is this even worth my time? why do i still cry over it so often? are you even worth my tears? =[
sometimes, i feel as if i no longer matter and that you dont care. =[ i feel completely replaced.
it hurts. a lot. a lot more than i expected.
i wonder what actually keeps me going these days? =='
what we could have been, 2:59 AM.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
va excurison was kinda gay!!
i forgot to put on sunscreen and it was partially raining when we got there.
my hair got wet. =[
i got 2 mozzie bites. =[
the only remotely interesting that happened on the excursion was when me and jackie were in the museum and we got so bored cos we coulnt be bothered to draw the insects and we started to prank call people from my phone except with her phone.
so funny! cos we started saying random stuff in korean!
we called ben, he hanged up very quickly.
shayne, hahahahha! hes so gay! he kept on thinking it was denzel or something! XD
and then he was like, im just going to let you waste your credit!
me and jackie were also taking relaly random photos in the museum where we looked as if we were gay with each other! like literally!
and for the fact, we are NOT gay with each other!
though those photos were pretty funny! XD
and funny to pose for it!
XD
shaz needs to upload the photos of it onto facebook! XD
'Iris and Jackie make a porno!' XD and no we werent making a porno!
we arent that horny tooo!
and we are not gay!
XD
today, was such a bludgee!
nothing fun!
besides PE!
i can manage 32 situps in one minute!
for my standards that like heaps gooood!
btu compared to everyone else, it was horrible!
even agnes did better than me!
o, and for once i like music!
we are learning the acoustic guitar!
its sexxyyy!
we learnt A,D and G chord!
i suck at acoustic though, cos i can never get the fingering right and apparently i have a weak wrist cos it got tired so easily! and i suck at changing chords!
but i still love acoustic! its only my first lesson so its ok! XD
nothing else to write for now. =.='
nite nite everyone!
i have to get to school early tommorow. =[
waking up at everyday at 6 to catch the bus in the mornign for the past week is not fun!
at least next wk i dont have to wake up as early! XD
and i left my school shoes on the bus this afternoon. =[
hopefully i can get them bak!
ilyy. xoxo IRiS
sweet dreams everyone!
what we could have been, 3:50 AM.
